Thursday, December 30, 2010
Forbidden new love year
I've been learning this song by myself for quite sometime as i used to play this song when i'm 14. haha, I wondered myself why tonight when i listen to this song, i got this feeling which generates thoughts for it as i just wanna let you know that ever since that night I've never been brave enough to ever say the "3 words" to anyone, because ever since that night I couldn't find anyone that her character is as mature as you or even better than you.
Ever since that night i would never dare to do anything that might upset you, even just by saying "HI" to you. The most i ever can do is just stay far away from you peacefully.
That's Forbidden love for me.
as for new year resolution, a better tomorrow, a brand new Johnson....
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
week 6 *phone week*
hmm, week6 was kind of busy with school work and stuff. haha, alright! Monday i skip my morning classes, kind of regret but no choice as what's done can't be undo. Anyway i went for a golf game event at Sentosa. YES!!! i love the course there, but kind sad as my swing isn't as good as how it used to be! My ball tends to fade a lot but my Woods are working fine. :D I enjoyed my entire day as i went back home after a fantastic dinner.
Tuesday is the first day of this semester that i ever return to gym. But it's with Ben. I will intend to gym with ben every Tuesday & Thursday, considering my schedule for Saturday if I'm avaliable. ^^
haha, wonder if she's my motivation drive?
Wednesday afternoon was busy blogging about week 5 and getting a good night sleep as it's a rainy day.
Thursday is Mr Ray's Birthday and a nice sharing session with my brother & Gillian over the phone. Followed by a "light sleeper." :D
I hate Friday because there's a maths test and i forgotten about it. There goes My A for maths. FML
Friday to Sunday is not DJ craze, is BPA & AC craze revision. SIAN!
However i enjoyed every single night i guessed? Every single night got someone to talk to. But i gotta say is that I'm sorry if at time i can't contribute my time to date you as i need to focus on my top few priorities... :(
anyway i love the way u chatter on the phone and a moment of silent as u fall into deep sleep already. LOL
It's quite a short and simple post as I'm not feeling well today...
Tuesday is the first day of this semester that i ever return to gym. But it's with Ben. I will intend to gym with ben every Tuesday & Thursday, considering my schedule for Saturday if I'm avaliable. ^^
haha, wonder if she's my motivation drive?
Wednesday afternoon was busy blogging about week 5 and getting a good night sleep as it's a rainy day.
Thursday is Mr Ray's Birthday and a nice sharing session with my brother & Gillian over the phone. Followed by a "light sleeper." :D
I hate Friday because there's a maths test and i forgotten about it. There goes My A for maths. FML
Friday to Sunday is not DJ craze, is BPA & AC craze revision. SIAN!
However i enjoyed every single night i guessed? Every single night got someone to talk to. But i gotta say is that I'm sorry if at time i can't contribute my time to date you as i need to focus on my top few priorities... :(
anyway i love the way u chatter on the phone and a moment of silent as u fall into deep sleep already. LOL
It's quite a short and simple post as I'm not feeling well today...
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Week five, 15 ~ 21 November 2010
The start of week 5 is indeed a very tedious & stressful for me, at the ending of it, it is every eventful.
while I'm sick till a point whereby i got a fever and i still continue mugging my RS.
so as usual, whenever I'm doing my last minute chionging revision, I'll do this. every 4hours of studies, 2 hours of powernap. that is how i maintain being not overly stress out.
So by the time i reach school, talked to my usual friends from my class. like talking to wei ming or sherman, dunno why i feel relax. Anyway i can say that i score an A for the test for sure. :D
after that my mind is all set for the next big thing, which is my personal presentation on Tuesday. not to forget i didn't even finish up my slides and script of what to say and present for Tuesday. BUT!!!! i got a event which took place in rendezvous hotel from 7pm to 10pm. The event was a waste of time, however i met up with felicia to have dinner at KFC, striaght after we went back home together as we live 3blocks away only. :)
Back home, straight away i transform into a editor, script writer, whatever u can name it. haha
life really sucks to the core, preparing myself and my slides halfway through the night like lets say 3am & my air-con break down.... not really break down, but it's leaking water. =.=
anyway i completed my slides and practice presenting 3times and off to bed.
During presentation there's lots of word that i can't seems to know which to use, so my presentation is kind of a car crash but overall, i get the message across as I've done presentation a couple of times.
FINALLY after the presentation i am a free man. sherman, wei ming & ben went to arcade to play all day. What's cool about that day is that i finally master how to drift in initial D5. After which we went back home, rested awhile as i was think if i wanna go clubbing for the night or not. Because my friends ask me to come down to party. hai~ in the end, i decided to be a good boy stay at home to replenish myself as well as doing some school revision.
Wednesday i woke up at 2pm. loved that day, cause since school started i never slept that long before. so yup! woke up, watched a few episode of gossip girls & anime, laze around the house, tidy up my room, busy with facebook, youtube anything that a zai nan will do at home. :D
Around 9pm i decided to go clubbing at butter factory with Rachel and gang again. YES!!! It's ladies night, my first time ever to visit ladies night. Caught up with Dennis as well. he's enjoying the night i would say. 6girls surrounding him. lucky lucky. :p
At 2am, we got bored and decided to hop to powerhouse. There isn't any crowd. but the music kind of trance. not my style. stayed there till closing like 4am? and we moved on to dragonfly till 5.30am. so basically we drink where ever we go. Right after clubbing we went to the interchange to eat prata. Finally i train back home to take my school bag and train back to school for my Thursday lesson. OMG! it's kind of hell for me! not young already. erm, i didn't go home after school as there is a need to do assignment that needed to be handed up by 3pm. so we did and after that it's home sweet home. slept like a pig till 1am and i can't continue sleeping already, If i remember it correctly i studied something, played online game & playing my stocks.
Friday is the day after 2 long years, I've return to Warrent. ^^
to practice for my game which falls on Monday afternoon. :p
catch up with lots of people there, as they say they miss me, asked me where did i disappear to this past 2years. hahaha......
Saturday is a interesting day, which i find it every eventful. here it goes. :D
*This is a special request post*
at 3pm, i went to my hair stylist to get a new hair cut, after which i reach school at 5pm to have a photo shoot for Mr nyp. lots of lousy pictures, things like that. nevermind. There's still next time.
soon after the photo-shoot, i went down to Orchard Central to meet up with Ron as we headed down to great world city for a movie gathering youth event. The movie we watched was Harry potter.
Guess what guys. Before the start of the movie i met Mr Melisa George Yeo. The minister of foreign affairs. He approaches me and i was shocked when he talked to me, Of course i try to be calm and make a conversation with him as well. We ended up taking a photo together. Cheers. :)
but guessed what. From there, He introduced to me his elder son as he's keen to be an entrepreneur as well from there we eventually become friends. I gotta say Great minds think alike. *Thumbs up*
alright soon after the movie, Ron and i decided to make a move to Forbidden City, As from there i met a few more new friends, Vincent, Xiao long & a few others. Haha, when we reach forbidden city, basically we got free drinks. OMG, cause someone gave Ron a bunch of free coupons. so after drinking, ron and everyone went to the dance floor, OMG he rocks man. his tectonic & shuffling combination is fantastic.
After which, we got bored of the place and decided to hop to Powerhouse. Well, on the way there by cab, interesting driver. He was saying about how different the triad society from his time compare to our time and we were sharing slashing and stabbing with just staring contest is the current trend. =.= people please get a life.
When we reach Powerhouse, every body is basically looking for things to do, while for me I'm looking for DJ Johan Zohan to discuss some stuff. But he can't get into the club as he's girl got drunk at the drinking lobby. So i went to find Ron and Vincent, That's when i met Gillian. Interesting girl i would say, we did introduce each other and stuff, But either of us can remember each others name. We were quite cute after exchanging numbers. As we're like playing guessing games with hints. hehe
alright, Here's the part where the Police come and raid the Club to catch underage & people who consume drugs, whole club stop for an hour. During that period of time, Ron & I were together on one table while Gillian is crowded by Vincent and friends although we were like within close distance, but all we do is sms to each other. Gillian did ask me why are we texting here instead of you sitting over and talk face to face? i replied cause there is so many body guards around you, I'm not really a competitive person, i would rather ask u out for lunch instead. LOL
But still! In the end i went over to the table as Ron suggested it. Not long later the club resumes. Gillian says she's hungry as in the sms conversation, so i went upfront to Gillian and So i went to ask what she wants to fill her tummy. But when i reach the counter to ask if I'm able to purchase any french fries for her. But tough luck as kitchen close at 3.30am.
there's a bunch of guys shuffling and tectonic infront of us so i ask Ron! do your stuff as i borrowed the light stick from the group around us. But before Ron does his trick. They ask me to do my tectonic as well, didn't do much stuff as i wasn't high enough.
Not long later the whole group of us went to the dance floor to dance & I took a picture with her together.
erm..... erm....... dance awhile than Johan finally appear! so i quickly grab Ron and went off to discuss some stuff. FINALLY man. haha
later on, we meet up with Vincent and Gillian again right after clubbing as we went to mac to have breakfast. hehe, initially i wanted to sit next to her, but Johan that guy says "WA!! don't wanna sit with your brother arh." than later Gillian's friend looks kind of high, so i says never mind, i sit with you brother and let Gillian's friend sit together. LOL
So during breakfast, i was teasing Gillian's friend to have a couple look with another guy. LOL than they think i got hidden agenda. what the hell~
soon after all of us were discussing whose going back with whom.
and it turn out that Gillian going to send her friend back while I'm going back with another guy. last minute all the guys change idea says taking train back home, than i was like "LOL" and everyone left for toilet. leaving me alone there. than i smsed Gillian you never hint me just now, she says she did but i was too slow to catch it, than i ask again if sending her back home still applies for me. WALLA~ ends up we're together. we waited at one location but no cab is willing to stop, so as we decided to go other place to wait for cab, i hold on to her hands like couples. than Gillian's friend from behind says "WA!!", i too shy and kind of loosen my grip. hehe
erm, when a cab finally arrived, we allow Gillian's friend and a guy friend to broad the cab first. After they broad the cab finally left the 2 of us. yup, all i gotta say is that we're trying to get along with each other on the way process while sending her back home. haha, here's something interesting, inside the cab, is kind of cold but i didn't feel it as i was wearing vest and long sleeves. so Gillian was feeling kind of cold, so i try to offer my extra vest that i brought along for the photo-shoot but than she says she needs jacket that have sleeves. than i say u want me to take off my shirt arh? ROFL, than she says nah, just hug me will do as the human body is warmer. i say sure! than later on Gillian also did ask the taxi driver to lower down the aircon's fan-speed.
That's how everything got started. when the cab reach her place already, i got off the cab so that she can come out of the cab and we ended up with a simple hug and kiss. and off i go home......
Than went back home to catch some shut eyes cause as usual every Sunday there is a meeting going on at holiday inn. after the meeting we went to somewhere to have dinner together with the rest of my business mentor and business partners. :D
when back home around 11pm and chat on the phone with baby till she fall asleep LOL. shall post about how she fall asleep. every funny one!
That is all For WEEK 5. Cheers
while I'm sick till a point whereby i got a fever and i still continue mugging my RS.
so as usual, whenever I'm doing my last minute chionging revision, I'll do this. every 4hours of studies, 2 hours of powernap. that is how i maintain being not overly stress out.
So by the time i reach school, talked to my usual friends from my class. like talking to wei ming or sherman, dunno why i feel relax. Anyway i can say that i score an A for the test for sure. :D
after that my mind is all set for the next big thing, which is my personal presentation on Tuesday. not to forget i didn't even finish up my slides and script of what to say and present for Tuesday. BUT!!!! i got a event which took place in rendezvous hotel from 7pm to 10pm. The event was a waste of time, however i met up with felicia to have dinner at KFC, striaght after we went back home together as we live 3blocks away only. :)
Back home, straight away i transform into a editor, script writer, whatever u can name it. haha
life really sucks to the core, preparing myself and my slides halfway through the night like lets say 3am & my air-con break down.... not really break down, but it's leaking water. =.=
anyway i completed my slides and practice presenting 3times and off to bed.
During presentation there's lots of word that i can't seems to know which to use, so my presentation is kind of a car crash but overall, i get the message across as I've done presentation a couple of times.
FINALLY after the presentation i am a free man. sherman, wei ming & ben went to arcade to play all day. What's cool about that day is that i finally master how to drift in initial D5. After which we went back home, rested awhile as i was think if i wanna go clubbing for the night or not. Because my friends ask me to come down to party. hai~ in the end, i decided to be a good boy stay at home to replenish myself as well as doing some school revision.
Wednesday i woke up at 2pm. loved that day, cause since school started i never slept that long before. so yup! woke up, watched a few episode of gossip girls & anime, laze around the house, tidy up my room, busy with facebook, youtube anything that a zai nan will do at home. :D
Around 9pm i decided to go clubbing at butter factory with Rachel and gang again. YES!!! It's ladies night, my first time ever to visit ladies night. Caught up with Dennis as well. he's enjoying the night i would say. 6girls surrounding him. lucky lucky. :p
At 2am, we got bored and decided to hop to powerhouse. There isn't any crowd. but the music kind of trance. not my style. stayed there till closing like 4am? and we moved on to dragonfly till 5.30am. so basically we drink where ever we go. Right after clubbing we went to the interchange to eat prata. Finally i train back home to take my school bag and train back to school for my Thursday lesson. OMG! it's kind of hell for me! not young already. erm, i didn't go home after school as there is a need to do assignment that needed to be handed up by 3pm. so we did and after that it's home sweet home. slept like a pig till 1am and i can't continue sleeping already, If i remember it correctly i studied something, played online game & playing my stocks.
Friday is the day after 2 long years, I've return to Warrent. ^^
to practice for my game which falls on Monday afternoon. :p
catch up with lots of people there, as they say they miss me, asked me where did i disappear to this past 2years. hahaha......
Saturday is a interesting day, which i find it every eventful. here it goes. :D
*This is a special request post*
at 3pm, i went to my hair stylist to get a new hair cut, after which i reach school at 5pm to have a photo shoot for Mr nyp. lots of lousy pictures, things like that. nevermind. There's still next time.
soon after the photo-shoot, i went down to Orchard Central to meet up with Ron as we headed down to great world city for a movie gathering youth event. The movie we watched was Harry potter.
Guess what guys. Before the start of the movie i met Mr Melisa George Yeo. The minister of foreign affairs. He approaches me and i was shocked when he talked to me, Of course i try to be calm and make a conversation with him as well. We ended up taking a photo together. Cheers. :)
but guessed what. From there, He introduced to me his elder son as he's keen to be an entrepreneur as well from there we eventually become friends. I gotta say Great minds think alike. *Thumbs up*
alright soon after the movie, Ron and i decided to make a move to Forbidden City, As from there i met a few more new friends, Vincent, Xiao long & a few others. Haha, when we reach forbidden city, basically we got free drinks. OMG, cause someone gave Ron a bunch of free coupons. so after drinking, ron and everyone went to the dance floor, OMG he rocks man. his tectonic & shuffling combination is fantastic.
After which, we got bored of the place and decided to hop to Powerhouse. Well, on the way there by cab, interesting driver. He was saying about how different the triad society from his time compare to our time and we were sharing slashing and stabbing with just staring contest is the current trend. =.= people please get a life.
When we reach Powerhouse, every body is basically looking for things to do, while for me I'm looking for DJ Johan Zohan to discuss some stuff. But he can't get into the club as he's girl got drunk at the drinking lobby. So i went to find Ron and Vincent, That's when i met Gillian. Interesting girl i would say, we did introduce each other and stuff, But either of us can remember each others name. We were quite cute after exchanging numbers. As we're like playing guessing games with hints. hehe
alright, Here's the part where the Police come and raid the Club to catch underage & people who consume drugs, whole club stop for an hour. During that period of time, Ron & I were together on one table while Gillian is crowded by Vincent and friends although we were like within close distance, but all we do is sms to each other. Gillian did ask me why are we texting here instead of you sitting over and talk face to face? i replied cause there is so many body guards around you, I'm not really a competitive person, i would rather ask u out for lunch instead. LOL
But still! In the end i went over to the table as Ron suggested it. Not long later the club resumes. Gillian says she's hungry as in the sms conversation, so i went upfront to Gillian and So i went to ask what she wants to fill her tummy. But when i reach the counter to ask if I'm able to purchase any french fries for her. But tough luck as kitchen close at 3.30am.
there's a bunch of guys shuffling and tectonic infront of us so i ask Ron! do your stuff as i borrowed the light stick from the group around us. But before Ron does his trick. They ask me to do my tectonic as well, didn't do much stuff as i wasn't high enough.
Not long later the whole group of us went to the dance floor to dance & I took a picture with her together.
erm..... erm....... dance awhile than Johan finally appear! so i quickly grab Ron and went off to discuss some stuff. FINALLY man. haha
later on, we meet up with Vincent and Gillian again right after clubbing as we went to mac to have breakfast. hehe, initially i wanted to sit next to her, but Johan that guy says "WA!! don't wanna sit with your brother arh." than later Gillian's friend looks kind of high, so i says never mind, i sit with you brother and let Gillian's friend sit together. LOL
So during breakfast, i was teasing Gillian's friend to have a couple look with another guy. LOL than they think i got hidden agenda. what the hell~
soon after all of us were discussing whose going back with whom.
and it turn out that Gillian going to send her friend back while I'm going back with another guy. last minute all the guys change idea says taking train back home, than i was like "LOL" and everyone left for toilet. leaving me alone there. than i smsed Gillian you never hint me just now, she says she did but i was too slow to catch it, than i ask again if sending her back home still applies for me. WALLA~ ends up we're together. we waited at one location but no cab is willing to stop, so as we decided to go other place to wait for cab, i hold on to her hands like couples. than Gillian's friend from behind says "WA!!", i too shy and kind of loosen my grip. hehe
erm, when a cab finally arrived, we allow Gillian's friend and a guy friend to broad the cab first. After they broad the cab finally left the 2 of us. yup, all i gotta say is that we're trying to get along with each other on the way process while sending her back home. haha, here's something interesting, inside the cab, is kind of cold but i didn't feel it as i was wearing vest and long sleeves. so Gillian was feeling kind of cold, so i try to offer my extra vest that i brought along for the photo-shoot but than she says she needs jacket that have sleeves. than i say u want me to take off my shirt arh? ROFL, than she says nah, just hug me will do as the human body is warmer. i say sure! than later on Gillian also did ask the taxi driver to lower down the aircon's fan-speed.
That's how everything got started. when the cab reach her place already, i got off the cab so that she can come out of the cab and we ended up with a simple hug and kiss. and off i go home......
Than went back home to catch some shut eyes cause as usual every Sunday there is a meeting going on at holiday inn. after the meeting we went to somewhere to have dinner together with the rest of my business mentor and business partners. :D
when back home around 11pm and chat on the phone with baby till she fall asleep LOL. shall post about how she fall asleep. every funny one!
That is all For WEEK 5. Cheers
Week 4 of my life 8 ~ 14 November 2010
weird! i couldn't find much photo's wonder where did i misplace them. however I'll still try my best. :D
I hate Monday blues. So basically Monday is school as per normal, but we didn't went back home right after my last tutorial as there's some group discussion and revision for our upcoming class test.
Tuesday right after school, we went to have a pool session with sherman, wei ming & ben at amk, of course we had lunch at AMK hub than proceed to pool game till 5pm. After that sherman & friends went back home, while i make my way to Sentosa golf club for a briefing for an upcoming golfing event. Singapore Open. Glad to be there, as it's been a year since i last saw my golfing friends. had a wonderful delicious buffet. soon right after the event, i reached home around 10pm. knock out till Wednesday morning after a good hot bath.
Wednesday till Friday, this is what happen. Mugging, complete assignments, Complete reports, Project discussions.
Here's a clearer Picture. :D
Saturday & Sunday is the golfing event for Singapore open. so basically i just mend the leader broad on the change of scores, but look at this picture. can u tell if I'm awake or sleeping!!! >P *I'm sleeping! is my partner who took this picture*
haha, this bird have been walking around us all day. it's really beautiful when it spread it's feathers. :)
It's been 1year since i last wore my golfing shoes. super love them, from Adidas and it's limited edition. super love to wear it as it always remind me of my heroic history. ^^
After the event is home sweet home but it was raining heavily which means that i caught a cold as well. >p
But life really sucks so no choice, no rest & choinging to preparing for week 5 class test on RS. The toughest in my current semester.
stay tune to week 5~~~
If you miss the previous post! here u go~
http://johnson-wondersofmylife.blogspot.com/2010/11/week-3.html
I hate Monday blues. So basically Monday is school as per normal, but we didn't went back home right after my last tutorial as there's some group discussion and revision for our upcoming class test.
Tuesday right after school, we went to have a pool session with sherman, wei ming & ben at amk, of course we had lunch at AMK hub than proceed to pool game till 5pm. After that sherman & friends went back home, while i make my way to Sentosa golf club for a briefing for an upcoming golfing event. Singapore Open. Glad to be there, as it's been a year since i last saw my golfing friends. had a wonderful delicious buffet. soon right after the event, i reached home around 10pm. knock out till Wednesday morning after a good hot bath.
Wednesday till Friday, this is what happen. Mugging, complete assignments, Complete reports, Project discussions.
Here's a clearer Picture. :D
Saturday & Sunday is the golfing event for Singapore open. so basically i just mend the leader broad on the change of scores, but look at this picture. can u tell if I'm awake or sleeping!!! >P *I'm sleeping! is my partner who took this picture*
haha, this bird have been walking around us all day. it's really beautiful when it spread it's feathers. :)
It's been 1year since i last wore my golfing shoes. super love them, from Adidas and it's limited edition. super love to wear it as it always remind me of my heroic history. ^^
After the event is home sweet home but it was raining heavily which means that i caught a cold as well. >p
But life really sucks so no choice, no rest & choinging to preparing for week 5 class test on RS. The toughest in my current semester.
stay tune to week 5~~~
If you miss the previous post! here u go~
http://johnson-wondersofmylife.blogspot.com/2010/11/week-3.html
Week 3
Hello everyone! glad to see you guy, it's been 3weeks since i last post. so right now I'll try to cover as much as i can. let the pictures do the talking.
:D
6 November 2010, Saturday
hmm, i can't remember what happen during 1Nov to 4th as i didn't take down any photos so i kinda forget what happen, so i guess it's just boring school & work.
OH YAP! On the 5th, I went clubbing at Rebel with Rachel's group of friends to some fun and get to know them more as they are my brother's friend. :)
However on the 6th is my granny's 80th Birthday. :D
so all the handsome & talented guys from my dad's side relative will gather for dinner celebration. OKAY! without further delay picture please! ^^
look at how happy Granny is. :D
HAPPY 80th BIRTHDAY. :D
Here's a better view of how the cake looks like. :p
1st dish of the day. *hmm, somehow it gave me the impression of western restaurant*
2nd, shark fin soup.
3rd, some vege with prawn.
if my memory never fails me, there is a total of 5 dishes. but I've forgotten to take a snap shot of it. anyway the 4th dish is a BBQ sauce pork rib & the 5th is a sword fish. lastly ends with dessert. i can't remember what it's named. but it's milky white in colour. :)
HERE YOU GO!!!! a family photo with everyone of my dad's family tree.
LASTLY ALL AS I MENTION EARLIER ON AT THE START. HERE ARE ALL THE TALENTED AND HANDSOME GUYS. *FROM LEFT TO RIGHT*
Eugene & his brother, Javier & his younger brother, Terrence, my younger brother gary, eldwin & finally me :D
soon after the dinner i rush down to Rebel again, crazy night as my friends are tipsy of alcoholic drinks. yup! saw Janet that night and join in the fun as well. HOHO, not to mention Jerry got himself a GF there. >D FYI: janet and jerry are my business partners. so please don't misunderstand and they hardly go clubbing. :p
every Sunday I'll be attending business meetings. tired but i enjoyed it every time.
stay turn to week 4.
:D
6 November 2010, Saturday
hmm, i can't remember what happen during 1Nov to 4th as i didn't take down any photos so i kinda forget what happen, so i guess it's just boring school & work.
OH YAP! On the 5th, I went clubbing at Rebel with Rachel's group of friends to some fun and get to know them more as they are my brother's friend. :)
However on the 6th is my granny's 80th Birthday. :D
so all the handsome & talented guys from my dad's side relative will gather for dinner celebration. OKAY! without further delay picture please! ^^
look at how happy Granny is. :D
HAPPY 80th BIRTHDAY. :D
Here's a better view of how the cake looks like. :p
1st dish of the day. *hmm, somehow it gave me the impression of western restaurant*
2nd, shark fin soup.
3rd, some vege with prawn.
if my memory never fails me, there is a total of 5 dishes. but I've forgotten to take a snap shot of it. anyway the 4th dish is a BBQ sauce pork rib & the 5th is a sword fish. lastly ends with dessert. i can't remember what it's named. but it's milky white in colour. :)
HERE YOU GO!!!! a family photo with everyone of my dad's family tree.
LASTLY ALL AS I MENTION EARLIER ON AT THE START. HERE ARE ALL THE TALENTED AND HANDSOME GUYS. *FROM LEFT TO RIGHT*
Eugene & his brother, Javier & his younger brother, Terrence, my younger brother gary, eldwin & finally me :D
soon after the dinner i rush down to Rebel again, crazy night as my friends are tipsy of alcoholic drinks. yup! saw Janet that night and join in the fun as well. HOHO, not to mention Jerry got himself a GF there. >D FYI: janet and jerry are my business partners. so please don't misunderstand and they hardly go clubbing. :p
every Sunday I'll be attending business meetings. tired but i enjoyed it every time.
stay turn to week 4.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Week 2 of school
HELLO!!! here i am! blogging.
As i think it will be good to get some typing skill around blogger.com :D
hmm, some updates for you guys.
My weekends totally rot at home, didn't even attend to my private events as i got drug allergic.
Monday
Didn't went to school because there's still left over drug compound within my body causes allergic and causes my eyes to be swollen, still life sucks when you can't go to school.
Tuesday
School ends like 12? however i slack around the school till 2pm and went to Mediacorp as i had an interview for a local channel 5 drama, But screw it since I'm coughing non-stop, unable to act.
Wednesday
LOVE THE DAY! as most of the cliques from Korea get around to present about the trip and as usual, we laugh the shit out of anything. aww~ miss the whole Korea trip. But we'll be hosting a BBQ gathering in Singapore next weekend. :D
hope my throat recover by than. *wink*
NOT to forget I'm listening to over 400+ Korean Songs from Rayson. Thanks man. :D
Alright, now I'll share with you guys about what will be happening these 2 days!
Thursday & Friday I'll be away filming some movie, but just some shitty role. Of course going for some networking event as well. :D
Saturday might be busy, as i got some school research and catch up on the topics and task i miss during my absents. :)
OH ya! I've been catching with quite a lot of friends who are surprisingly attach. haha, hmm, somehow i felt damn happy within me whenever i came across couples who are damn loving. Deep down i approve them more than anything, it's like after looking at them, it really made my day. :D
However somehow there is just one particular one, i still can't get myself to like it. All i can say love at times, it's still depends on timing & choices. Unlike a business, everything is about determination, focus & blah blah blah! it's just like golf.
As i think it will be good to get some typing skill around blogger.com :D
hmm, some updates for you guys.
My weekends totally rot at home, didn't even attend to my private events as i got drug allergic.
Monday
Didn't went to school because there's still left over drug compound within my body causes allergic and causes my eyes to be swollen, still life sucks when you can't go to school.
Tuesday
School ends like 12? however i slack around the school till 2pm and went to Mediacorp as i had an interview for a local channel 5 drama, But screw it since I'm coughing non-stop, unable to act.
Wednesday
LOVE THE DAY! as most of the cliques from Korea get around to present about the trip and as usual, we laugh the shit out of anything. aww~ miss the whole Korea trip. But we'll be hosting a BBQ gathering in Singapore next weekend. :D
hope my throat recover by than. *wink*
NOT to forget I'm listening to over 400+ Korean Songs from Rayson. Thanks man. :D
Alright, now I'll share with you guys about what will be happening these 2 days!
Thursday & Friday I'll be away filming some movie, but just some shitty role. Of course going for some networking event as well. :D
Saturday might be busy, as i got some school research and catch up on the topics and task i miss during my absents. :)
OH ya! I've been catching with quite a lot of friends who are surprisingly attach. haha, hmm, somehow i felt damn happy within me whenever i came across couples who are damn loving. Deep down i approve them more than anything, it's like after looking at them, it really made my day. :D
However somehow there is just one particular one, i still can't get myself to like it. All i can say love at times, it's still depends on timing & choices. Unlike a business, everything is about determination, focus & blah blah blah! it's just like golf.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
First week of School (part 2)
SHIT!!! I almost forgot!!!! This is my maths tutorial class.
OMG!!! there is only 3guys in this class. and the rest are girls.
OMG~~~ it give me a feeling of girls school. LOL
OMG!!! there is only 3guys in this class. and the rest are girls.
OMG~~~ it give me a feeling of girls school. LOL
First week of School
Hello peeps! This is Johnson specking and i would to announce, School life have started.
Hmm, school isn't that bad! After looking at my new timetable. Because most of my lessons end quite early. which i love it a lot as i can get back home and mug the mother shit of it.
I'll just post what recently have happen ba.
first of, before school.
I was out! kind of coincident to be near by esther's location, as she finish her church for the day. So we decided to slack somewhere near her place! which is bedok reservoir.
To all you peeps out there! It's really a very nice place to chill & the scenery is very nice, not to forget a place for a heart to heart conversation is also available.
I've learn something about cats. if it's pure, their eyes are somewhat blue?
if it's mixed, they are call mud-bloods! and their eyes are yellow?
The next day was playing pool with wei ming & shermana at AMK, well! ben was actually with us, but he's too tired, so he went home early. HAHA~ anyway there was this hot girl playing pool, but sad to say i was rejected! By her guy who is a fat asshole. OMG! his lucky to have her! hope they'll last forever. :)
The next event was outing with our class cliques at the cathay, we had Japanese buffet and some initial D action near by. and home sweet home after that.
On Thursday, esther went to school! LOL
so after she busy with her stuff, we went to AMK to have lunch together of course with sherman and wei ming. after that, she went on home as we proceed some games at AMK. After finish gaming, we went on home, as wei ming going to celebrate his dad's birthday. As for me, visit to the doctors for medication.
Sherman got stun. LOL
This is what happened, when i am away to the washroom! WEI MING WITH SHADES :D
Friday, didn't do much! went on home to reformat my lappy to window 7 and get some help from yi huan to help me with the drivers. Not to forget her future husband chris was with us too.
hmm, not long later, we went to 888 to have some supper. IDK why? but i feel so happy to see the both of them so loving in-front of me. wish they really gonna journey all the way till white. :)
ANW!! FML, i think I'm allergic to one of the medication that I'm consuming now. make my eyes swollen and keep on tearing.
FYI: I hate visiting doctors.
Hmm, school isn't that bad! After looking at my new timetable. Because most of my lessons end quite early. which i love it a lot as i can get back home and mug the mother shit of it.
I'll just post what recently have happen ba.
first of, before school.
I was out! kind of coincident to be near by esther's location, as she finish her church for the day. So we decided to slack somewhere near her place! which is bedok reservoir.
To all you peeps out there! It's really a very nice place to chill & the scenery is very nice, not to forget a place for a heart to heart conversation is also available.
I've learn something about cats. if it's pure, their eyes are somewhat blue?
if it's mixed, they are call mud-bloods! and their eyes are yellow?
The next day was playing pool with wei ming & shermana at AMK, well! ben was actually with us, but he's too tired, so he went home early. HAHA~ anyway there was this hot girl playing pool, but sad to say i was rejected! By her guy who is a fat asshole. OMG! his lucky to have her! hope they'll last forever. :)
The next event was outing with our class cliques at the cathay, we had Japanese buffet and some initial D action near by. and home sweet home after that.
On Thursday, esther went to school! LOL
so after she busy with her stuff, we went to AMK to have lunch together of course with sherman and wei ming. after that, she went on home as we proceed some games at AMK. After finish gaming, we went on home, as wei ming going to celebrate his dad's birthday. As for me, visit to the doctors for medication.
Sherman got stun. LOL
This is what happened, when i am away to the washroom! WEI MING WITH SHADES :D
Friday, didn't do much! went on home to reformat my lappy to window 7 and get some help from yi huan to help me with the drivers. Not to forget her future husband chris was with us too.
hmm, not long later, we went to 888 to have some supper. IDK why? but i feel so happy to see the both of them so loving in-front of me. wish they really gonna journey all the way till white. :)
ANW!! FML, i think I'm allergic to one of the medication that I'm consuming now. make my eyes swollen and keep on tearing.
FYI: I hate visiting doctors.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
KOREA TRIP
ALRIGHT PEEPS! HERE WE GO!
Overal, the Korea trip was fantastic to me. Just a few minor things about " -.-'' "
But nevertheless, the group of people that traveled together with me was the hightlight of this Korea trip!
People like these are the ones that make the whole event stand out & fun. Aloysius Ho, Allen Liew, Bran, Jeryl, Gary, Rocky, Jason Tan, Esther, David, Yiwen & myself. ROFL
These are the People that make the whole event so stand out & fun. Aloysius Ho, Allen Liew, Bran, Jeryl, Gary, Rocky, Jason Tan, Esther, David, Yiwen & myself. ROFL
These are the Items that are involve with the people above. *SORRY IF YOUR NAMES ARE NOT MENTION, JUST THAT THIS ARE THE LOUD ONES*
1. Toothbrush
2. Cats ear
3. Shaver
Haha, alright I probably won't write you guys a super long story, but just little snippets that were memorable for me.
DAY ONE
Alright! It started of by arriving the airport. well, It's kind of sad with what the naked eyes sees. Nevermind, fuck it.
Hmmm, Too bad Wendy can't send me off, cause she's at her friends Birthday party, but at least we chatted on the phone and smsed each other before the departure.
The plane flight was terrible experience for me, as my left eye was tearing alot & it was painful like FML.
And my teeth, 3 of them went numb like as if my teeth were fake.
When we reach Korea, we meet our Tour guides - Pamela & especially Heather! WOW, Heather is pretty. *winks winks*
NOTE: EXPERIENCE WITH THE PLACES THERE.
Myeongdong Street
WELL, THERE is this place that feels alot bigger and more spacious that our Bugis street. erm, around 300,000 square meters big. Everything there are quite cheap. BUT WHAT I LOVE MOST WHEN YOU'RE SHOPPING OVER THERE IS THE WEATHER! UNLIKE SINGAPORE! Bugis street is steaming hot like oven. whereas it is open air there. One regretful thing is that i didn't buy much stuff, as I kept having that mindset that there might be somewhere better.
Co-Op Residence Hotel
This was the Hotel that we stayed in. It's quite a pleasant place to be in and Jason was my roommate. alright here are the things that happen. Bran's roommate was Gary. TRUST ME GUYS! Gary is a genuine gay. Bran told us what gary said to him and after hearing it, I was like OMG!!!
Gary: HEY! you got condom?
Bran: HUH? no?
Gary: Anyway i watch gay porn....
Imagine after hearing this from someone whom you just met? *leave your comments below*
PART 2
This is something I heard personally.
I was going to find Bran to chill out and relax from some stuff that was suffocating my mind.
I went knock knock! and Bran open up the door and Gary was behind him.
Me: Bran lets go for some smoke.
Bran: alright! sure, give me a sec.
Bran: anyway, where are jerly and everyone?
Me: They're at the basement.
Bran: ok!
Bran: hey gary! do you know something?
Gary: huh?
Bran: Jeryl thinks you're cute! you think his cute right?
Gary: YA!! :D
Bran: YOU LIKE HIM RIGHT?
GARY: YA!! :D
I was holding on my laughter after hearing it. AND right when Bran got out of there, I burst out laughting and ROLLING ON THE FLOOR. I said: I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I JUST HEARD MAN! THIS IS SO EPIC. Bran said: I told ya, I wasn't lying about anything.
Part 3
Bran decided to move out from Gary's, so here's what has happened.
This time round there were Aloysius, Me, David and Bran in the picture. >D
Bran: A! JOHNSON! I GOT SOMETHING BETTER!
Johnson: WHAT and HOW?
Bran: Later on, I open the door, and you pretend to be the one that will be moving in to Gary's. You take David luggage bag.
Aloysius: WAHLAN Aa! power lah! I going to video all these down.
David: than what I do?
Bran: you hide one corner first.
David: (laugh)
Johnson: David pass me the bag.
Bran OKAY ARH! steady!
Johnson: this is gonna be a sell out. LOL
DING DONG!!! GARY! Here is your new roommate.
Gary look at me smiling as I pull the luggage into the room. Than later on I left the room and David walks right in!
OMG~ you guys should see his reaction man! The moment David steps in, Gary's face turns sian.
That sends all of us laughing like hell. And not long we left.
BUS
Lots of fun and laughter inside the bus. Especially with Jeryl around us. Too lazy to share the details, but it was the greatest.
Hong Dae street
A place where night life thrives! With all the Pubs, Clubs, Bars and Lounges.
Well, clubbing kinda sucks there, if the same scenario happens in Singapore, the place would have surely close down. The music was too slow! Though they did play english hip-hop songs, but are the ones you rarely heard. I thought they will be playing Kpop at least. BUT NO!!!
Anyway, ppl are smoking on the dance floor, and guess what! you guys must be thinking Korean can dance right? BUT NO! they are like zombies at the dance floor. The moment I do abit of tectonic, despite the fact that I'm still nub just a beginner. People stare at me like alien. there are no one grinding inside the club. I don't understand the culture there so dare not do stupid things there as well. WELL, NOT Every aspect is BAD! HERE ARE THE GOOD ONES! CLUBBING IS CHEAP THERE. 10BUCKS ENTRANCE FEE PER PERSON AND 1 BOTTLE OF BEAR. HOW COOL IS THAT. :D
alright here is another thing to share. Aloysius saw 2 KOREAN girls inside a yogurt shop and they are cute. He suggested to head in to take photos with them and of course we brought some yogurt as well. :D
So a whole group of us went to a lounge to slacking and have some liqour there. of course allen liew is with us! We talked about the tooth brush thingg and it was super epic.
Hai~ there is so much I wanna say about you but I'll not, cause no point. :')
*I'm getting pretty lazy now, dunno why started to lose interest in blogging and feeling abit pissed*
Everland
THEME PARK!! I love the rides especially their roller coaster. :D
About the cats ear, Gary was wearing that thing! There have been alot of role playing of it inside the bus or anywhere he goes just to disturb hom.So disgusted by him. Aloysius even spotted him wearing disposable underwear! OMG~
SMU
This is a Woman's University in Korea. WOW, there are pretty girls all around. Anyway, I've been in Korea like for 5 days, and I've only seen 4 girls whom are fat. I SWEAR!
Alright, This holidays I gotten quite a few new ppl into my friends list. :D
anyway, on the plane ride back to Singapore, I was sitting in the center aisle of the plane and just minutes before boarding the plane, me and Esther bought two delicious cheese hotdog buns. However, our sitting arrangement was different so we decided to swap seats and went to sit together at the back of the plane (window seat). Not bad, throughout the flight we were talking like non-stop & time flies damn fast, it's like can't talk finish about anything. LOL, cause there's lots in common and we're both STM, Hmmm, think about it, We can be BFF's. LOL
OH YUP! if you guys manage to find it, Gary is wearing a cat face eye mask during the flight. Super epic.
when we reach the airport, I borrowed Esther's passport to buy duty free, after that, HOME SWEET HOME!
THE END
(SPCIAL THANKS TO ESTHER! AS SHE'S THE EDITOR OF THIS BLOG POST! :D I'M JUST THE AUTHOR.)
I really do hope that friendship is available. at times, I do miss you & think of you. don't know why, but whenever i know you got hurt! it aches me like knife pokes. it just makes me feel so frustrated that i can't concern about you. Cause not because of who you are! It's just my principle, even normal girls I'll definitely do something about it, even nothing, but I'll still at least talk to concern.
Do you know that day, when you're careless and almost get hit by a car. I was traumatize, as i was knocked by a car before. but last min, i pulled your arm.
and you didn't even looked at my eyes. just a gaze at me a word thanks! and you walked off...
am i that bad? or is he that good?
I just hope to see a smile if we ever cross path that all.
if you carry like this, This are the factors that will affect me.
It will be harder for me to be even stay in contacts with the friends around you. If you still continue this way, As they will feel awkward by nature.
I know we had a agreement, but am i suppose to be hi-byes with your friends as well?
all i can say is the world of happiness can never be un-limitless. there will always a barrier. i believe live a life where everyone is not an enemy. That's harmony. :)
Overal, the Korea trip was fantastic to me. Just a few minor things about " -.-'' "
But nevertheless, the group of people that traveled together with me was the hightlight of this Korea trip!
People like these are the ones that make the whole event stand out & fun. Aloysius Ho, Allen Liew, Bran, Jeryl, Gary, Rocky, Jason Tan, Esther, David, Yiwen & myself. ROFL
These are the People that make the whole event so stand out & fun. Aloysius Ho, Allen Liew, Bran, Jeryl, Gary, Rocky, Jason Tan, Esther, David, Yiwen & myself. ROFL
These are the Items that are involve with the people above. *SORRY IF YOUR NAMES ARE NOT MENTION, JUST THAT THIS ARE THE LOUD ONES*
1. Toothbrush
2. Cats ear
3. Shaver
Haha, alright I probably won't write you guys a super long story, but just little snippets that were memorable for me.
DAY ONE
Alright! It started of by arriving the airport. well, It's kind of sad with what the naked eyes sees. Nevermind, fuck it.
Hmmm, Too bad Wendy can't send me off, cause she's at her friends Birthday party, but at least we chatted on the phone and smsed each other before the departure.
The plane flight was terrible experience for me, as my left eye was tearing alot & it was painful like FML.
And my teeth, 3 of them went numb like as if my teeth were fake.
When we reach Korea, we meet our Tour guides - Pamela & especially Heather! WOW, Heather is pretty. *winks winks*
NOTE: EXPERIENCE WITH THE PLACES THERE.
Myeongdong Street
WELL, THERE is this place that feels alot bigger and more spacious that our Bugis street. erm, around 300,000 square meters big. Everything there are quite cheap. BUT WHAT I LOVE MOST WHEN YOU'RE SHOPPING OVER THERE IS THE WEATHER! UNLIKE SINGAPORE! Bugis street is steaming hot like oven. whereas it is open air there. One regretful thing is that i didn't buy much stuff, as I kept having that mindset that there might be somewhere better.
Co-Op Residence Hotel
This was the Hotel that we stayed in. It's quite a pleasant place to be in and Jason was my roommate. alright here are the things that happen. Bran's roommate was Gary. TRUST ME GUYS! Gary is a genuine gay. Bran told us what gary said to him and after hearing it, I was like OMG!!!
Gary: HEY! you got condom?
Bran: HUH? no?
Gary: Anyway i watch gay porn....
Imagine after hearing this from someone whom you just met? *leave your comments below*
PART 2
This is something I heard personally.
I was going to find Bran to chill out and relax from some stuff that was suffocating my mind.
I went knock knock! and Bran open up the door and Gary was behind him.
Me: Bran lets go for some smoke.
Bran: alright! sure, give me a sec.
Bran: anyway, where are jerly and everyone?
Me: They're at the basement.
Bran: ok!
Bran: hey gary! do you know something?
Gary: huh?
Bran: Jeryl thinks you're cute! you think his cute right?
Gary: YA!! :D
Bran: YOU LIKE HIM RIGHT?
GARY: YA!! :D
I was holding on my laughter after hearing it. AND right when Bran got out of there, I burst out laughting and ROLLING ON THE FLOOR. I said: I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I JUST HEARD MAN! THIS IS SO EPIC. Bran said: I told ya, I wasn't lying about anything.
Part 3
Bran decided to move out from Gary's, so here's what has happened.
This time round there were Aloysius, Me, David and Bran in the picture. >D
Bran: A! JOHNSON! I GOT SOMETHING BETTER!
Johnson: WHAT and HOW?
Bran: Later on, I open the door, and you pretend to be the one that will be moving in to Gary's. You take David luggage bag.
Aloysius: WAHLAN Aa! power lah! I going to video all these down.
David: than what I do?
Bran: you hide one corner first.
David: (laugh)
Johnson: David pass me the bag.
Bran OKAY ARH! steady!
Johnson: this is gonna be a sell out. LOL
DING DONG!!! GARY! Here is your new roommate.
Gary look at me smiling as I pull the luggage into the room. Than later on I left the room and David walks right in!
OMG~ you guys should see his reaction man! The moment David steps in, Gary's face turns sian.
That sends all of us laughing like hell. And not long we left.
BUS
Lots of fun and laughter inside the bus. Especially with Jeryl around us. Too lazy to share the details, but it was the greatest.
Hong Dae street
A place where night life thrives! With all the Pubs, Clubs, Bars and Lounges.
Well, clubbing kinda sucks there, if the same scenario happens in Singapore, the place would have surely close down. The music was too slow! Though they did play english hip-hop songs, but are the ones you rarely heard. I thought they will be playing Kpop at least. BUT NO!!!
Anyway, ppl are smoking on the dance floor, and guess what! you guys must be thinking Korean can dance right? BUT NO! they are like zombies at the dance floor. The moment I do abit of tectonic, despite the fact that I'm still nub just a beginner. People stare at me like alien. there are no one grinding inside the club. I don't understand the culture there so dare not do stupid things there as well. WELL, NOT Every aspect is BAD! HERE ARE THE GOOD ONES! CLUBBING IS CHEAP THERE. 10BUCKS ENTRANCE FEE PER PERSON AND 1 BOTTLE OF BEAR. HOW COOL IS THAT. :D
alright here is another thing to share. Aloysius saw 2 KOREAN girls inside a yogurt shop and they are cute. He suggested to head in to take photos with them and of course we brought some yogurt as well. :D
So a whole group of us went to a lounge to slacking and have some liqour there. of course allen liew is with us! We talked about the tooth brush thingg and it was super epic.
Hai~ there is so much I wanna say about you but I'll not, cause no point. :')
*I'm getting pretty lazy now, dunno why started to lose interest in blogging and feeling abit pissed*
Everland
THEME PARK!! I love the rides especially their roller coaster. :D
About the cats ear, Gary was wearing that thing! There have been alot of role playing of it inside the bus or anywhere he goes just to disturb hom.So disgusted by him. Aloysius even spotted him wearing disposable underwear! OMG~
SMU
This is a Woman's University in Korea. WOW, there are pretty girls all around. Anyway, I've been in Korea like for 5 days, and I've only seen 4 girls whom are fat. I SWEAR!
Alright, This holidays I gotten quite a few new ppl into my friends list. :D
anyway, on the plane ride back to Singapore, I was sitting in the center aisle of the plane and just minutes before boarding the plane, me and Esther bought two delicious cheese hotdog buns. However, our sitting arrangement was different so we decided to swap seats and went to sit together at the back of the plane (window seat). Not bad, throughout the flight we were talking like non-stop & time flies damn fast, it's like can't talk finish about anything. LOL, cause there's lots in common and we're both STM, Hmmm, think about it, We can be BFF's. LOL
OH YUP! if you guys manage to find it, Gary is wearing a cat face eye mask during the flight. Super epic.
when we reach the airport, I borrowed Esther's passport to buy duty free, after that, HOME SWEET HOME!
THE END
(SPCIAL THANKS TO ESTHER! AS SHE'S THE EDITOR OF THIS BLOG POST! :D I'M JUST THE AUTHOR.)
I really do hope that friendship is available. at times, I do miss you & think of you. don't know why, but whenever i know you got hurt! it aches me like knife pokes. it just makes me feel so frustrated that i can't concern about you. Cause not because of who you are! It's just my principle, even normal girls I'll definitely do something about it, even nothing, but I'll still at least talk to concern.
Do you know that day, when you're careless and almost get hit by a car. I was traumatize, as i was knocked by a car before. but last min, i pulled your arm.
and you didn't even looked at my eyes. just a gaze at me a word thanks! and you walked off...
am i that bad? or is he that good?
I just hope to see a smile if we ever cross path that all.
if you carry like this, This are the factors that will affect me.
It will be harder for me to be even stay in contacts with the friends around you. If you still continue this way, As they will feel awkward by nature.
I know we had a agreement, but am i suppose to be hi-byes with your friends as well?
all i can say is the world of happiness can never be un-limitless. there will always a barrier. i believe live a life where everyone is not an enemy. That's harmony. :)
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Preference for girls
hey guys, I just feel like writing down something more about me, kind of like something I've discover about myself about. It's just so bored stoning at home. Though it's kind of random, but I'll just write something about my preference about girl for me. :)
* I like/fancy girls who can speck very good English. as in idk, the way she talks, it has charisma and poise added to it. That's what i feel about it.
* I like girls who can be able to have her own stands. as in girls who are a bit spicy, fierce, BUT not dominate over me. able to stand a little side side with me.
* hmm, never hide anything from me. most importantly is about trust. because trust is something money can never buy. :)
* Maturity & mutual Understanding. I believe this are the most difficult & hardest to accomplish in a relationship.
* I fancy girls who can dance, be it hip hop or whatever. I just find girls who can dance can express a kind of expression, the word is beautiful.
* I like girls who are believe in this sentence. there is no ugly person only lazy person. It means keeping themselves fit and presentable. Meaning No NATOs please
NATO = NO ACTION! TALK ONLY!
As in i believe every single girl will always wanna dress up and look good! chio chio one! be it you're very feminine or like butch. as long you've given your best and have effort given to it, I'm fine with it. :)
* Girls who are independent perhaps?
* Girls dun have to be the prettiest, for me, as long as i look at you, i feel comfortable is fine with me. because i believe one thing. there will always be a mountain higher than the other. so it's like this years miss world universe and next years miss world universe. things like that. just maintain yourself and don't be lazy.
* respectful towards everyone & humble?
hai~ i don't know what else to say le ba! But these are the things that are like what i see so far ba. :)
* I like/fancy girls who can speck very good English. as in idk, the way she talks, it has charisma and poise added to it. That's what i feel about it.
* I like girls who can be able to have her own stands. as in girls who are a bit spicy, fierce, BUT not dominate over me. able to stand a little side side with me.
* hmm, never hide anything from me. most importantly is about trust. because trust is something money can never buy. :)
* Maturity & mutual Understanding. I believe this are the most difficult & hardest to accomplish in a relationship.
* I fancy girls who can dance, be it hip hop or whatever. I just find girls who can dance can express a kind of expression, the word is beautiful.
* I like girls who are believe in this sentence. there is no ugly person only lazy person. It means keeping themselves fit and presentable. Meaning No NATOs please
NATO = NO ACTION! TALK ONLY!
As in i believe every single girl will always wanna dress up and look good! chio chio one! be it you're very feminine or like butch. as long you've given your best and have effort given to it, I'm fine with it. :)
* Girls who are independent perhaps?
* Girls dun have to be the prettiest, for me, as long as i look at you, i feel comfortable is fine with me. because i believe one thing. there will always be a mountain higher than the other. so it's like this years miss world universe and next years miss world universe. things like that. just maintain yourself and don't be lazy.
* respectful towards everyone & humble?
hai~ i don't know what else to say le ba! But these are the things that are like what i see so far ba. :)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Amazing Sharing
Hey guys, It's been a while since i last blog at the afternoon as i don't feel well. But no worries, it's nothing serious, just some stomach problem again.
Alright here are some updates and sharing got to do with you guys out there. :)
Yesterday on my way home i saw a very special friend who ever wrote books. did some catching up with him. well this is what he shared with me. Interesting! he show me a paragraph within a book.
I am that I am. It is a strange hope to hope that someday you may be reading this about me, unfortunately hope sells for so little but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us, but within that inch, we are free. Every inch of me shall perish someday...every inch, but one...an Inch. It is small and it is fragile, but it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let anyone take it from us. I hope that someday we may escape the cruel chains of fate. I hope that the world turns and that things get better for us all. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you...I love you. With all my heart, I love you. --- Me.
HOW"S THAT! cool statement? hmm, this are the testimonial that i personally feels.
If you're a Christan or someone who is somewhat like free-thinkers, will think it's from a priest.
If you're someone who involve with love issues, you can think it as a hope to get her back or at least you guide you a way that you know that you've already given your best. *shall not talk more about it, leave the thinking to you guys as i don't wanna sound emo*
If you're a businessman, a entrepreneur, you'll be thinking that every opportunity, everyone that crossed your life or are currently walking with you. You wish & hope to give value to society, to those around you.
well, let me know what you guys are thinking by msn me or leave a testimonial about this topic at the comment section. :D
Alright here are some updates and sharing got to do with you guys out there. :)
Yesterday on my way home i saw a very special friend who ever wrote books. did some catching up with him. well this is what he shared with me. Interesting! he show me a paragraph within a book.
I am that I am. It is a strange hope to hope that someday you may be reading this about me, unfortunately hope sells for so little but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us, but within that inch, we are free. Every inch of me shall perish someday...every inch, but one...an Inch. It is small and it is fragile, but it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let anyone take it from us. I hope that someday we may escape the cruel chains of fate. I hope that the world turns and that things get better for us all. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you...I love you. With all my heart, I love you. --- Me.
HOW"S THAT! cool statement? hmm, this are the testimonial that i personally feels.
If you're a Christan or someone who is somewhat like free-thinkers, will think it's from a priest.
If you're someone who involve with love issues, you can think it as a hope to get her back or at least you guide you a way that you know that you've already given your best. *shall not talk more about it, leave the thinking to you guys as i don't wanna sound emo*
If you're a businessman, a entrepreneur, you'll be thinking that every opportunity, everyone that crossed your life or are currently walking with you. You wish & hope to give value to society, to those around you.
well, let me know what you guys are thinking by msn me or leave a testimonial about this topic at the comment section. :D
Monday, October 4, 2010
Zodiac is Horoscope?
hmm, an interesting book i have just read. :)
The 12 Zodiac.
A story about an Aries & a Leo. :)
In this story after i read it, eyes did turn watery. as it's something I'd experience before. I'll share with you guys what happen but I'll not copy from the book itself, I'll write it my own way cause of copyright issue. :)
It's about a owner who controls the Zodiac. but this owner always ill treat her Zodiac. especially Aries, Aries is a female who has the softest and kindest heart among the Zodiac. So the owner always make use of her this weakness and always ill-treat her. One day someone scolded the owner and said to the owner that Zodiac's have feelings and you should treat them better, they are not your tool. cause of this statement, the owner got pissed off and punish Aries in a very inhuman way. Than one fine day, Leo can't stands it. and appear in-front of the owner and save Aries. The owner herself can't do anything to the Leo as among the Zodiacs, Leo is the strongest. In terms of Power, Heart, emotional, determination & Focus. Thus, a Leo can't stands to watch the weak & one who prefer things to be keep in order & priorities.
He appeared & save Aries, but however leo was banned from returning to the Zodiac world as one fine day, as the owner died. So be it indirect or direct killing of the owner, Leo is ban for eternity, never to return.
Reading this story, it reminds me that is true, you're the Leo & I'm the Aries, personalities fits as the story, you're strong hearted & I'm a soft hearted person.
No wonder people says I'm the woman & you're the man. :)
Thinking of this, reminds me of how you'll back me up, support me, listen to me, helped me mentally & at times emotionally. Though you're hard hearted but it's your personality that i like & love about. An Aries have the kindest & softers heart among the other Zodiac so when someone saved an Aries, I'll never forget the deeds, kindness & love that you have shown & given to me.
Anyway I have no idea why the book calls it Zodiacs? shouldn't it be Horoscope? may be the author thinks that it sounds cooler. :) *Sorry about my lousy english as i tried my best to write it out a version not to copy the book itself, however, i read it myself my face looks like this, 0.-'' *
I do miss you....
The 12 Zodiac.
A story about an Aries & a Leo. :)
In this story after i read it, eyes did turn watery. as it's something I'd experience before. I'll share with you guys what happen but I'll not copy from the book itself, I'll write it my own way cause of copyright issue. :)
It's about a owner who controls the Zodiac. but this owner always ill treat her Zodiac. especially Aries, Aries is a female who has the softest and kindest heart among the Zodiac. So the owner always make use of her this weakness and always ill-treat her. One day someone scolded the owner and said to the owner that Zodiac's have feelings and you should treat them better, they are not your tool. cause of this statement, the owner got pissed off and punish Aries in a very inhuman way. Than one fine day, Leo can't stands it. and appear in-front of the owner and save Aries. The owner herself can't do anything to the Leo as among the Zodiacs, Leo is the strongest. In terms of Power, Heart, emotional, determination & Focus. Thus, a Leo can't stands to watch the weak & one who prefer things to be keep in order & priorities.
He appeared & save Aries, but however leo was banned from returning to the Zodiac world as one fine day, as the owner died. So be it indirect or direct killing of the owner, Leo is ban for eternity, never to return.
Reading this story, it reminds me that is true, you're the Leo & I'm the Aries, personalities fits as the story, you're strong hearted & I'm a soft hearted person.
No wonder people says I'm the woman & you're the man. :)
Thinking of this, reminds me of how you'll back me up, support me, listen to me, helped me mentally & at times emotionally. Though you're hard hearted but it's your personality that i like & love about. An Aries have the kindest & softers heart among the other Zodiac so when someone saved an Aries, I'll never forget the deeds, kindness & love that you have shown & given to me.
Anyway I have no idea why the book calls it Zodiacs? shouldn't it be Horoscope? may be the author thinks that it sounds cooler. :) *Sorry about my lousy english as i tried my best to write it out a version not to copy the book itself, however, i read it myself my face looks like this, 0.-'' *
I do miss you....
Sunday, October 3, 2010
feelings & events
#Have you guys ever feel that at times fate can stir shit to a human mind?
#Have you guys ever have the felt that the slightest news about that particular someone, your mind feels like stirring shit as well?
It's like words travel far, people to people & from the truth it will include lies, therefore give birth to "Rumors".
I wonder if it's really the truth? But there is one thing I know. I won't believe it until i see it with my very own naked eyes, as what I've learn from you. :)
Well~ now lets have my pictures to update you guys what I've been up to, nothing about work, because it's too complicated for you readers to understand. It's just as the title stated, "feelings & events"
1st picture, face mask~ -.-'' hmm, remember the night after i blogged? i can't sleep after having my face-mask throughout the night as i felt totally refresh & energize so i did some work related stuff & at the same time wendy doing her fishing at Pasir Ris, so we got each other to message the night-out. Anyway i finally went to sleep at 5am BUT woke up at 5.30am. I'm a dead zombie throughout the day. my third picture will tell you why... HAHA *Don't mind that GL face*
2nd was filming. OMGosh! Take a look at this picture man! MY first make up for filming, IT make me looks and feels LIKE A DOLL, somehow it reminds me of sara goh~
3rd picture, this is what happen, not sleeping and went to have a pool game with my brother gary, hai~ remember why i say fate can stir shit? I can still remember that you smack my ass and i got lucky & won the game with zhi yuan at this very same table. if you see this picture, if you still remember where this is, you'll know why? i hope...
guess what? a pk with my bro, i lose to him.. cheers & congrats to him. :)
hmm, actually that night i got lots of events to go to, a group of friends celebration at powerhouse or a socializing chill out at Pasir Panjang cafe with a few celebrities. But it's been so long since i had a outing together with my brother, nothing beats like a family, but a mind stir shit event. -.-''
4th picture which is today. :D
Had a dine out dinner together with my mother to celebrate my bro's Chinese birthday. and we had croc meat. FYI croc ribs and pork ribs, they taste like exactly the same. creepy~ -.-''
alright peeps, tomorrows event is school day. -.-''
due to my failing of maths & updates of Korea trip, i need to go school early tomorrow for my timetable settings as it's a 1st come 1st serve basis. hopefully i can jet off at 3pm, as i got a appointment at 4pm. :)
at the mean time, nights out everyone, remember this. don't confuse effort & result.
"FOCUS" the key. sweet dreams. ~_^
#Have you guys ever have the felt that the slightest news about that particular someone, your mind feels like stirring shit as well?
It's like words travel far, people to people & from the truth it will include lies, therefore give birth to "Rumors".
I wonder if it's really the truth? But there is one thing I know. I won't believe it until i see it with my very own naked eyes, as what I've learn from you. :)
Well~ now lets have my pictures to update you guys what I've been up to, nothing about work, because it's too complicated for you readers to understand. It's just as the title stated, "feelings & events"
1st picture, face mask~ -.-'' hmm, remember the night after i blogged? i can't sleep after having my face-mask throughout the night as i felt totally refresh & energize so i did some work related stuff & at the same time wendy doing her fishing at Pasir Ris, so we got each other to message the night-out. Anyway i finally went to sleep at 5am BUT woke up at 5.30am. I'm a dead zombie throughout the day. my third picture will tell you why... HAHA *Don't mind that GL face*
2nd was filming. OMGosh! Take a look at this picture man! MY first make up for filming, IT make me looks and feels LIKE A DOLL, somehow it reminds me of sara goh~
3rd picture, this is what happen, not sleeping and went to have a pool game with my brother gary, hai~ remember why i say fate can stir shit? I can still remember that you smack my ass and i got lucky & won the game with zhi yuan at this very same table. if you see this picture, if you still remember where this is, you'll know why? i hope...
guess what? a pk with my bro, i lose to him.. cheers & congrats to him. :)
hmm, actually that night i got lots of events to go to, a group of friends celebration at powerhouse or a socializing chill out at Pasir Panjang cafe with a few celebrities. But it's been so long since i had a outing together with my brother, nothing beats like a family, but a mind stir shit event. -.-''
4th picture which is today. :D
Had a dine out dinner together with my mother to celebrate my bro's Chinese birthday. and we had croc meat. FYI croc ribs and pork ribs, they taste like exactly the same. creepy~ -.-''
alright peeps, tomorrows event is school day. -.-''
due to my failing of maths & updates of Korea trip, i need to go school early tomorrow for my timetable settings as it's a 1st come 1st serve basis. hopefully i can jet off at 3pm, as i got a appointment at 4pm. :)
at the mean time, nights out everyone, remember this. don't confuse effort & result.
"FOCUS" the key. sweet dreams. ~_^
Friday, October 1, 2010
excitement
hmm~ It's been quite sometime since i had a facemask. as always, it gives me a fantastic fresh feel after it. :D
tomorrow is finally Saturday, wow, i have no idea how will it work out and what's more look at the time. YES! i only got 4hrs of sleep left as i'll be waking up around 5.30am to prepare.
well, i gotta work hard for my part-time retirement plan. :D
cheers & fight on! :D
tomorrow is finally Saturday, wow, i have no idea how will it work out and what's more look at the time. YES! i only got 4hrs of sleep left as i'll be waking up around 5.30am to prepare.
well, i gotta work hard for my part-time retirement plan. :D
cheers & fight on! :D
Thursday, September 30, 2010
updates
BUSY! BUSY! BUSY!
sorry guys, haven been blogging regularly for so long. been busy with my part-time retirement plans as holiday gonna end real soon.
lets update abit about whats going on so far.
Wednesday evening went to school, actually wanna go gym & things regarding about the Korea trip but ends up going to Jeryl's life saving physical training. OMG~ now i understands why alcohol, supper and athletics don't mixed well.... ends up half way for the first time of my life, i felt like vomiting and breathless.... so much for being a sportsman in the past -.-''
even i can't believe myself...
I'll be busy throughout, till the day of Korea trip, as so much appointments and events going on.
*Friday I'll be going with Jonathan to a top man party invitation.
*Saturday morning 7am got a filming, role as a young couple. COOL~ wonder who is my couple. :p In the afternoon will be busy with appointments & night will be at powerhouse celebrating Travis birthday. :)
*Sunday it will be a family gathering to celebrate my bro's Chinese birthday & an appointment in the afternoon.
*Monday slot been used up.... appointments have all been taken up by school. -.-'' But I should have some time slots available at night.
*Tuesday till Thursday night i still have some free time slots, as from Friday till 14OCt I'll be away to Korea, the night I'm coming back, there's a event at powerhouse, Halloween ! i wonder if I'm up to it as I'm getting old.
Anyway lets meet up together and do some catching up coffee session with me and not waste this holiday period. :D *friends of mine should have my hp number*
CHEERS! :D
sorry guys, haven been blogging regularly for so long. been busy with my part-time retirement plans as holiday gonna end real soon.
lets update abit about whats going on so far.
Wednesday evening went to school, actually wanna go gym & things regarding about the Korea trip but ends up going to Jeryl's life saving physical training. OMG~ now i understands why alcohol, supper and athletics don't mixed well.... ends up half way for the first time of my life, i felt like vomiting and breathless.... so much for being a sportsman in the past -.-''
even i can't believe myself...
I'll be busy throughout, till the day of Korea trip, as so much appointments and events going on.
*Friday I'll be going with Jonathan to a top man party invitation.
*Saturday morning 7am got a filming, role as a young couple. COOL~ wonder who is my couple. :p In the afternoon will be busy with appointments & night will be at powerhouse celebrating Travis birthday. :)
*Sunday it will be a family gathering to celebrate my bro's Chinese birthday & an appointment in the afternoon.
*Monday slot been used up.... appointments have all been taken up by school. -.-'' But I should have some time slots available at night.
*Tuesday till Thursday night i still have some free time slots, as from Friday till 14OCt I'll be away to Korea, the night I'm coming back, there's a event at powerhouse, Halloween ! i wonder if I'm up to it as I'm getting old.
Anyway lets meet up together and do some catching up coffee session with me and not waste this holiday period. :D *friends of mine should have my hp number*
CHEERS! :D
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
The same approach
There is someone who got the same approach as you, remain anonymous...
What should i do man? -.-
What should i do man? -.-
Friday, September 24, 2010
You can't break a broken heart
Won’t be so easy this time to hurt me
You can try and this time now baby there are no tears left here to cry
if you think you can wound me like before if you think you can do that anymore
won’t get too far no, you can’t break a broken heart
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart.
no damage you can do now i’m immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break a broken heart
hurt me before now wont hurt no more now not this time you might do better messing with someone else’s mind cause you’re not gonna break me down again
your done and through with me they way you did
Its gone to far
you can’t break a broken heart
so try you best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can do now im immune to you now
you can’ break what broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break a broken heart
so don’t waste your time
your time has come and gone
what do you hear boy you can’t hurt me anymore
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can now im immune to you now
you can’t break what broke apart
there”s nothing you can do to me no more
you cant break a broken heart
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can do now i’m immune to you now
you can’t break what you broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break broken heart
You can try and this time now baby there are no tears left here to cry
if you think you can wound me like before if you think you can do that anymore
won’t get too far no, you can’t break a broken heart
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart.
no damage you can do now i’m immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break a broken heart
hurt me before now wont hurt no more now not this time you might do better messing with someone else’s mind cause you’re not gonna break me down again
your done and through with me they way you did
Its gone to far
you can’t break a broken heart
so try you best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can do now im immune to you now
you can’ break what broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break a broken heart
so don’t waste your time
your time has come and gone
what do you hear boy you can’t hurt me anymore
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can now im immune to you now
you can’t break what broke apart
there”s nothing you can do to me no more
you cant break a broken heart
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you can’t break a broken heart
no damage you can do now i’m immune to you now
you can’t break what you broke apart
there’s nothing you can do to me no more
you can’t break broken heart
Thursday, September 23, 2010
it's a lonely path
life have been quite a struggle for me, at the same time i am filled with excitement.
it's may be a tears of joy for me and it may be for you too, people come and go in your life, sadly to say it's kind of true.
here's something i learn and found not long ago.
"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. -Margaret Lee Runbeck"
so far, this kind of friends, i wonder do i have any of them?
pictures and happy moments are truly memorable. but what's the sad part about it is that, though with such happy moments, you can't contact that person due to one very sad event. This world is a very negative environment, so can't blame the faults onto anyone.
hope is an illusion, miracles are unrealistic.
goals & determination is the only thing you can depend on yourself with.
but what makes it frustrating is that, I'm racing against with everyone, racing against with time.
seems to me that the song that i composed, "Just a dream" really suits me.
success is the stepping stone i only every wants now, to move on to the next step....
is it too far fetch for me? it's true that man are not good thinkers.
it's may be a tears of joy for me and it may be for you too, people come and go in your life, sadly to say it's kind of true.
here's something i learn and found not long ago.
"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. -Margaret Lee Runbeck"
so far, this kind of friends, i wonder do i have any of them?
pictures and happy moments are truly memorable. but what's the sad part about it is that, though with such happy moments, you can't contact that person due to one very sad event. This world is a very negative environment, so can't blame the faults onto anyone.
hope is an illusion, miracles are unrealistic.
goals & determination is the only thing you can depend on yourself with.
but what makes it frustrating is that, I'm racing against with everyone, racing against with time.
seems to me that the song that i composed, "Just a dream" really suits me.
success is the stepping stone i only every wants now, to move on to the next step....
is it too far fetch for me? it's true that man are not good thinkers.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Disgusted & Disappoint *D & D*
now i truly understand what's the meaning of
*never confuse effort & result.
*goals & tasks.
*dreams & reality.
*objective with determination & focus.
i'm sorry guys! give me sometime, i'll go sort things out till my mind is peaceful.
today is just not my day! as i don't have a room door anymore~
*never confuse effort & result.
*goals & tasks.
*dreams & reality.
*objective with determination & focus.
i'm sorry guys! give me sometime, i'll go sort things out till my mind is peaceful.
today is just not my day! as i don't have a room door anymore~
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
happiness is not tonight
here are some confession i would like to make
I hate dad
*he never once support me in anything, cause he will never stand on par with me to listen what i have to say*
I hate school
*because may be the people are all to smart i guess? like to back-stab here & there to get to the top. lastly it's something that's slowing me down.
I'm sorry Jocelyn
*sorry that i kind of put u on an airplane, because I'm busy tomorrow! hope u can understand but I'll make it up to you. :)*
I miss you
*cause throughout so many conversation with others, you're still the best*
I treasure the ones who trust in me
* if you treat me like your brother, buddy, pal, as long you trust me and I'll treat you the same way and never once betray you. *
hmm, I really respect people from the 80's whom are gangsters! very very loyal! well, i used to have friends who are loyal and we never betrays, so do i. But i lost contact with them, as time moves! now in poly~ there is no such brother to be seen. NON!!!! may be just sherman? LOL
But at least i have a few very trust worthy business partners & mentor that I can put my trust in.
I hate dad
*he never once support me in anything, cause he will never stand on par with me to listen what i have to say*
I hate school
*because may be the people are all to smart i guess? like to back-stab here & there to get to the top. lastly it's something that's slowing me down.
I'm sorry Jocelyn
*sorry that i kind of put u on an airplane, because I'm busy tomorrow! hope u can understand but I'll make it up to you. :)*
I miss you
*cause throughout so many conversation with others, you're still the best*
I treasure the ones who trust in me
* if you treat me like your brother, buddy, pal, as long you trust me and I'll treat you the same way and never once betray you. *
hmm, I really respect people from the 80's whom are gangsters! very very loyal! well, i used to have friends who are loyal and we never betrays, so do i. But i lost contact with them, as time moves! now in poly~ there is no such brother to be seen. NON!!!! may be just sherman? LOL
But at least i have a few very trust worthy business partners & mentor that I can put my trust in.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
What if
what if~
what if you never talked to me before? what kind of person will i be now?
what if I never asked for your hands? what kind of relationship will we have now?
what if we're still ********! what will happen?
what if one day~
there's so many what if in my mind, but eventually, i think~
nah~ it's not important!! well, if you have any thoughts about 'what if'
please share with me at the comment section in this post! :)
Saturday, September 11, 2010
When a perfection learns imperfection
Throughout this few days, lots of things happen! girls? guys? entertainment? studies? -.-''
well, Just got to say that i need to learn to drink more~ I'm so bloody noob! haha
I found this song, i hope i'm not gonna be like this song~
i try not to miss you~ but it seems like it's tough like hell!
well, Just got to say that i need to learn to drink more~ I'm so bloody noob! haha
I found this song, i hope i'm not gonna be like this song~
i try not to miss you~ but it seems like it's tough like hell!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Life is unexpectable
yesterday on the way home, i somewhat witness an suicidal case happen around my area~
OK! here is what exactly happen. i went to school to submit something to someone and i go back home already. it's raining heavily so i took a longer path along the shelters. as i was walking i heard someone scream like Tarzen & the next sound i heard was a BOOM~ But at that time i didn't bother much about anything. but we're living in singapore, so typical singaporean start to gather in crowds~ than to go back home, i need to walk past the crowd & so happen that i saw my dad's friend & i ask what's up loh! OMG someone was lying on the ground and it's raining heavily...
not long later, the police arrive & barricaded the place up! and a white clothe was than covered the body~
today i storm upon a video in youtube~ after seeing this! my heart feels quite heavy!
it's like no one will know how a life can end just like that~
here's the video~
TO all you people reading this blog post! cherish & treasure the ones around you & for those out there who are still single or in complicated R/S, if there is this girl or guy that you have feelings or something u wants them to know about! GO CONFESS TO THEM, cause live life to the fullest~ don't wait anymore! cause death waits for no one~
OK! here is what exactly happen. i went to school to submit something to someone and i go back home already. it's raining heavily so i took a longer path along the shelters. as i was walking i heard someone scream like Tarzen & the next sound i heard was a BOOM~ But at that time i didn't bother much about anything. but we're living in singapore, so typical singaporean start to gather in crowds~ than to go back home, i need to walk past the crowd & so happen that i saw my dad's friend & i ask what's up loh! OMG someone was lying on the ground and it's raining heavily...
not long later, the police arrive & barricaded the place up! and a white clothe was than covered the body~
today i storm upon a video in youtube~ after seeing this! my heart feels quite heavy!
it's like no one will know how a life can end just like that~
here's the video~
TO all you people reading this blog post! cherish & treasure the ones around you & for those out there who are still single or in complicated R/S, if there is this girl or guy that you have feelings or something u wants them to know about! GO CONFESS TO THEM, cause live life to the fullest~ don't wait anymore! cause death waits for no one~
Monday, September 6, 2010
changes COUNTS
There is this song, i composed the lyres a few days after, since that night~
this song, i wish I'll never give you in person :')
thanks my friend who help me sang this song! it's great & i think i can't be better~ LOL
if i do give you in person~ means i know you're gone forever! LOL
hmm~ HMT is just 2days away! but this few days lots have happen to me, dad went hospital, my dog fall ill again -.-'' and my headache have turn worst & craving for junk food every night.... *FML*
trying to get as busy as possible, cause or else my mind thinks otherwise....
erm~ well, I hate school & exams -.-
cause it's a waste of time, but no choice! what i started since it's half way already! might as well complete it...
hai~ why am i procrastinating about things man~ i should be like the Nike's motto! JUST DO IT!
lets just say that, I've been a crazy man this few days! kind of dislike myself! i feel dirty~ may be cause i expose myself to girls this few days ba! well, cause that's is what i call stepping out of comfort zone~
erm~ don't think so much arh! i'm still pure~ LOL
just that socialist to know more people. nothing else~ LOL
sometimes i wonder, if someone will ever beat my heart again~ what should i do man? :/
haha, well! the calculation of possibility is like at most 12% to get my heart beat again~
this song, i wish I'll never give you in person :')
thanks my friend who help me sang this song! it's great & i think i can't be better~ LOL
if i do give you in person~ means i know you're gone forever! LOL
hmm~ HMT is just 2days away! but this few days lots have happen to me, dad went hospital, my dog fall ill again -.-'' and my headache have turn worst & craving for junk food every night.... *FML*
trying to get as busy as possible, cause or else my mind thinks otherwise....
erm~ well, I hate school & exams -.-
cause it's a waste of time, but no choice! what i started since it's half way already! might as well complete it...
hai~ why am i procrastinating about things man~ i should be like the Nike's motto! JUST DO IT!
lets just say that, I've been a crazy man this few days! kind of dislike myself! i feel dirty~ may be cause i expose myself to girls this few days ba! well, cause that's is what i call stepping out of comfort zone~
erm~ don't think so much arh! i'm still pure~ LOL
just that socialist to know more people. nothing else~ LOL
sometimes i wonder, if someone will ever beat my heart again~ what should i do man? :/
haha, well! the calculation of possibility is like at most 12% to get my heart beat again~
Sunday, September 5, 2010
First time for everything
Friday night went to rebel with my friends. as i wanna distress about something else. :/
well, interesting things happen over there LOL~ i was dancing at a location for quite sometime already, and there was this idiot that stands besides me and kept on pushing me away~ LOL
i can't stand his attitude & for your information he uses his head to grind against a girl's butt & the girl feels really uncomfortable & thus i did something crazy for the first time~ LOL
i danced like a fucking gay~ i went to grind, bang & push that guy's back real hard~
*trying to push him away* but his fucking fat & heavy~ and than later on he still don't wanna give way~ than i no choice, i went up to that girl trying to dance with her awhile but there is no space than instead i just say to her, sorry i have to come up here, cause of an asshole. she says it's okay~ :) and YA!! his an idiot & real stupid. than i say "ya" LOL
OH YA!! i spine my ankle by accident :/
*i dance kind of like *you* but a male version~*
than later on, for the first time! i ask that girl for her number~ LOL!
i never ask number from girls before, not say don't have arh~ but as in girls i don't know. this will be the 2nd time~ BUT she's the first time in club! LOL
she does surprise me quite a few things, like she just graduate from SAJC & tomorrow she's going for her first day of uni in NTU. and her favorite quote is "rubbish"
she says SAJC is famous for going to clubs -.-''
erm~ interesting girl i would say! LOL~
lots of my friends says to me "whatever happens in club, stays in club"
i wonder if that's true? o.O LOL
nice knowing you, Wendy Ong :p
well, interesting things happen over there LOL~ i was dancing at a location for quite sometime already, and there was this idiot that stands besides me and kept on pushing me away~ LOL
i can't stand his attitude & for your information he uses his head to grind against a girl's butt & the girl feels really uncomfortable & thus i did something crazy for the first time~ LOL
i danced like a fucking gay~ i went to grind, bang & push that guy's back real hard~
*trying to push him away* but his fucking fat & heavy~ and than later on he still don't wanna give way~ than i no choice, i went up to that girl trying to dance with her awhile but there is no space than instead i just say to her, sorry i have to come up here, cause of an asshole. she says it's okay~ :) and YA!! his an idiot & real stupid. than i say "ya" LOL
OH YA!! i spine my ankle by accident :/
*i dance kind of like *you* but a male version~*
than later on, for the first time! i ask that girl for her number~ LOL!
i never ask number from girls before, not say don't have arh~ but as in girls i don't know. this will be the 2nd time~ BUT she's the first time in club! LOL
she does surprise me quite a few things, like she just graduate from SAJC & tomorrow she's going for her first day of uni in NTU. and her favorite quote is "rubbish"
she says SAJC is famous for going to clubs -.-''
erm~ interesting girl i would say! LOL~
lots of my friends says to me "whatever happens in club, stays in club"
i wonder if that's true? o.O LOL
nice knowing you, Wendy Ong :p
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Wealthy, Health, Exams & Enjoyment
Didn't felt so well for maths yesterday~ got a fever & dizziness. :/
had plenty of rest, things & medication~
haha, in the evening met out with Jocelyn to have dinner together with Paul. erm~ bare with me, cause i know that my sentence structure will be very bad for this blog post. :S
oh yes! before dinner, we went to OC to check things out! :) after that, Jocelyn & i went to watch a movie Step up 3D. it's a totally awesome & fantastic movie~ my first experience watching a 3D movie as well. FYI : she's very tall, i have to sit up straight at all times or else i'll be very short~
BE WARN: WATCHING THIS MOVIE WILL MAKE YOU WANNA GO CLUBBING! CAUSE THE MUSIC ROCKS THE ENTIRE MOVIE THEATER.
HAHA, well! i find Jocelyn looks like lady gaga when she wear the 3D glasses! because of her bangs & her hand posture holding the glasses.
after the movie, we join Paul to have some drinks & games at the white bar again~
everything ended at 2am, but we had supper after it.
well, living wealthy is important to live a healthy life as well, or else will be like me, sick for exams. LOL
After that movie, in some way i miss you~ ALOT!! somehow that character in the movie resembles you. miss how you taught me in dance & other things ba! haha~
Jocelyn even told me to sms you, but i says No. LOL
had plenty of rest, things & medication~
haha, in the evening met out with Jocelyn to have dinner together with Paul. erm~ bare with me, cause i know that my sentence structure will be very bad for this blog post. :S
oh yes! before dinner, we went to OC to check things out! :) after that, Jocelyn & i went to watch a movie Step up 3D. it's a totally awesome & fantastic movie~ my first experience watching a 3D movie as well. FYI : she's very tall, i have to sit up straight at all times or else i'll be very short~
BE WARN: WATCHING THIS MOVIE WILL MAKE YOU WANNA GO CLUBBING! CAUSE THE MUSIC ROCKS THE ENTIRE MOVIE THEATER.
HAHA, well! i find Jocelyn looks like lady gaga when she wear the 3D glasses! because of her bangs & her hand posture holding the glasses.
after the movie, we join Paul to have some drinks & games at the white bar again~
everything ended at 2am, but we had supper after it.
well, living wealthy is important to live a healthy life as well, or else will be like me, sick for exams. LOL
After that movie, in some way i miss you~ ALOT!! somehow that character in the movie resembles you. miss how you taught me in dance & other things ba! haha~
Jocelyn even told me to sms you, but i says No. LOL
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
It's been cleared
somehow i feel lighter after about what happen and everything, may be because i'm clear about how you feel about me? well, that is not a question or anything that's disturbing me anymore~ cause I'm clear about it already~
we really do need the space and time off between the both of us! :) everything is just too hot between us~ :)
so yup, if there's such thing calls fate~ than just go with the flow will do ^^
OMG~ i hate maths, suddenly i felt so stupid! it's like i only got 10% of confidence & knowledge about maths :/
I'M A GONER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm~ studies, business, socializing & self improvement is the things i wanna focus on~ :)
we really do need the space and time off between the both of us! :) everything is just too hot between us~ :)
so yup, if there's such thing calls fate~ than just go with the flow will do ^^
OMG~ i hate maths, suddenly i felt so stupid! it's like i only got 10% of confidence & knowledge about maths :/
I'M A GONER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm~ studies, business, socializing & self improvement is the things i wanna focus on~ :)
Monday, August 30, 2010
a riddle unsolved
what gives me the reason to love someone else? or what gives others a reason a chance to be love~
i know myself that i won't get into a relationship, till the day i'm confident to do so~ and i know that is something that i should do for myself~
guys are not good thinkers when it comes to love. which is true~ though i dare to admit that i'm someone who can't live without romance~
i hope someone can share their experience in the comment section right below this post~
and hey~ remember to study hard for tomorrows FPM paper~
i know myself that i won't get into a relationship, till the day i'm confident to do so~ and i know that is something that i should do for myself~
guys are not good thinkers when it comes to love. which is true~ though i dare to admit that i'm someone who can't live without romance~
i hope someone can share their experience in the comment section right below this post~
and hey~ remember to study hard for tomorrows FPM paper~
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Troubled days
here i am, blogging~ cause i have some things i encountered today~
erm~ woke up didn't feel so good. but anyway~ i went to meet up with serene to exchange back our FPM paper. *sorry for having you to wait awhile :S*
while i was on the way inside the train, i saw this couple in front of me. they behave quite cold, the expression they emits is like both have something to say, but dare not say out~ okay! here's the sad part! the train arrive at yishun station. the door open for quite awhile. and the guy look at her, says "i'm sorry! we break ba~"
he stood up & quickly left the station...
the girl couldn't react to it~ after the train door closed! she was in shock, tears just roll & started crying in silents. After i look at this scene, somehow i feel her pain. *i did tear a bit as well~*
but in the end, i just start to cheer up & think positive about what's my role & who am i now~ i can't sulk & get depress here! i gave that lady a pocket of tissue & i walk off to the other cabin~
this few days i can't get myself to sleep, didn't know the reason why~
haha~ yesterday night, i just can't stop thinking about you~ IDK why! or how it happen to make me think of you~ but i just can't help it?
all i can say to myself is that, have patience! results will come later, as long you don't give up! :)
erm~ woke up didn't feel so good. but anyway~ i went to meet up with serene to exchange back our FPM paper. *sorry for having you to wait awhile :S*
while i was on the way inside the train, i saw this couple in front of me. they behave quite cold, the expression they emits is like both have something to say, but dare not say out~ okay! here's the sad part! the train arrive at yishun station. the door open for quite awhile. and the guy look at her, says "i'm sorry! we break ba~"
he stood up & quickly left the station...
the girl couldn't react to it~ after the train door closed! she was in shock, tears just roll & started crying in silents. After i look at this scene, somehow i feel her pain. *i did tear a bit as well~*
but in the end, i just start to cheer up & think positive about what's my role & who am i now~ i can't sulk & get depress here! i gave that lady a pocket of tissue & i walk off to the other cabin~
this few days i can't get myself to sleep, didn't know the reason why~
haha~ yesterday night, i just can't stop thinking about you~ IDK why! or how it happen to make me think of you~ but i just can't help it?
all i can say to myself is that, have patience! results will come later, as long you don't give up! :)
Saturday, August 28, 2010
horrible saturday
aww~ i didn't have a good rest at all!
have been mugging on FPM & from this i really need to work more on maths.
erm~ actually i slept at 10pm, but i had pulled my ham string while i was asleep, may be i stretched during my sleep, idk~.
woke up around near 12am *due to the pain*, chat with a new friend that i just got to know! had supper, anime & some space out at home till 5am, not forget my teeth hurts like hell~ *stoning*
at 6am, my dad turn off the air con, which had me sober a bit, 7am receive a sms, replied and go to sleep. 8am, another ham string pulled~ *FML* 9am, my bro rampaging my room, 11am, mum came to my room ask me to look after phoeobie. 12noon a sms, 1pm my house phone kept ringing~ *looking for grandma, when she's not home -.- * 2pm i can't continue to sleep already~
i hope to chat with ya more often, *the happy, cheerful, youthful & rocky you*
i know the path for me may be tough. but it's worth it~ cause it's you, that brought me out to believe again~ ^_~
*Beliefs is the only thing that makes my life worth living for, Once more*
have been mugging on FPM & from this i really need to work more on maths.
erm~ actually i slept at 10pm, but i had pulled my ham string while i was asleep, may be i stretched during my sleep, idk~.
woke up around near 12am *due to the pain*, chat with a new friend that i just got to know! had supper, anime & some space out at home till 5am, not forget my teeth hurts like hell~ *stoning*
at 6am, my dad turn off the air con, which had me sober a bit, 7am receive a sms, replied and go to sleep. 8am, another ham string pulled~ *FML* 9am, my bro rampaging my room, 11am, mum came to my room ask me to look after phoeobie. 12noon a sms, 1pm my house phone kept ringing~ *looking for grandma, when she's not home -.- * 2pm i can't continue to sleep already~
i hope to chat with ya more often, *the happy, cheerful, youthful & rocky you*
i know the path for me may be tough. but it's worth it~ cause it's you, that brought me out to believe again~ ^_~
*Beliefs is the only thing that makes my life worth living for, Once more*
Friday, August 27, 2010
His HOT! -.-''
It's true~ guys don't really like it!
hey, after viewing it, please do click any ads at the top, if you see any of it. :D
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Slow love
I promise i won't rash things ever again ^^
because this song already been imprinted into my mind :3
--------- Beyoncé - Slow Love (Lyrics)--------------------------
i read all of the magazines
while waiting around
you said you couldn't wait to see me
but you got stuck in town
so turn off the phone
now we're finally alone
and some moments at the end of the day
feel your touch and it's the sweetest
your kisses are my weakness
i never want them to go away
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
Verse 2:
it is just a few little things
that you gotta know
a girl will give you all of her heart
when it's happening slow
i need a little laughter
and love will follow after
lets take this chance to steal away
your kisses are delicious
and no one is gonna miss us
tonight i really want you to stay
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
Bridge:
so im callin out do you hear my cries?
dont have to say goodbye
your the breath on my skin cherish the taste
it's far too good to go to waste
feel my desire
make sweet love all through
all through the night
make love through the night
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love all night
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
because this song already been imprinted into my mind :3
--------- Beyoncé - Slow Love (Lyrics)--------------------------
i read all of the magazines
while waiting around
you said you couldn't wait to see me
but you got stuck in town
so turn off the phone
now we're finally alone
and some moments at the end of the day
feel your touch and it's the sweetest
your kisses are my weakness
i never want them to go away
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
Verse 2:
it is just a few little things
that you gotta know
a girl will give you all of her heart
when it's happening slow
i need a little laughter
and love will follow after
lets take this chance to steal away
your kisses are delicious
and no one is gonna miss us
tonight i really want you to stay
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
Bridge:
so im callin out do you hear my cries?
dont have to say goodbye
your the breath on my skin cherish the taste
it's far too good to go to waste
feel my desire
make sweet love all through
all through the night
make love through the night
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love all night
Chourus:
i wanna feel you in my heart (heart)
as i look into your eyes (eyes)
no need to get busy so lets take our time
and make slow love slow love
and every minute that we have (have)
it goes too fast
wanna show you how to rock it
so this feelin last and
make slow love slow love
slow love slow love slow love all night
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Thoughts that count
If you want your future to be better than the present,
you have to give up some of what you presently
have in order to make room for the future. This
applies to personal matters as well as business matters.
It's true that at times, i wanna give up my current education that I'm currently pursuing. well, for now i just study for the ones i love & care about~
kind of like let them "an xin"
EM~ positive thinking is always the key to success! :)
lets just think it this way~ 3years getting to know more people?
guess my plans have to delay for around 3years? *army* LOL
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you have to give up some of what you presently
have in order to make room for the future. This
applies to personal matters as well as business matters.
It's true that at times, i wanna give up my current education that I'm currently pursuing. well, for now i just study for the ones i love & care about~
kind of like let them "an xin"
EM~ positive thinking is always the key to success! :)
lets just think it this way~ 3years getting to know more people?
guess my plans have to delay for around 3years? *army* LOL
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Monday, August 23, 2010
living with LONE
the most scary part of life is not about the outside world, but it's the loneliness that fills that empty heart of yours.
Have you ever wonder why at times you can't sleep at night?
At times you wish that time will travel faster but it just ain't gonna cut it.
At times you wish some clown or anyone else just pop out of no where, just to make you smile?
haha, that's the kind of feeling I'm having this past 2days of my life~
it's true that getting a busy life is the remedy cure for it, but there are times, when the moment you got back home, inside that lonely room of yours~ you just can't get to sleep? it feels as if something is missing. something empty.
haha, i tried study like mad to divert that mindset out of me~ but it's kind of funny how human body work by itself~
tears just roll down while you're doing your work! *the moment i realize tears are falling, i just laugh & go out of my house, *to catch some fresh air* to a nearby basketball court & enjoy the night sky~
it's kind of foolish & waste of time but it does help someway~
how do i obtain peace? anyone ever think of that?
Have you ever wonder why at times you can't sleep at night?
At times you wish that time will travel faster but it just ain't gonna cut it.
At times you wish some clown or anyone else just pop out of no where, just to make you smile?
haha, that's the kind of feeling I'm having this past 2days of my life~
it's true that getting a busy life is the remedy cure for it, but there are times, when the moment you got back home, inside that lonely room of yours~ you just can't get to sleep? it feels as if something is missing. something empty.
haha, i tried study like mad to divert that mindset out of me~ but it's kind of funny how human body work by itself~
tears just roll down while you're doing your work! *the moment i realize tears are falling, i just laugh & go out of my house, *to catch some fresh air* to a nearby basketball court & enjoy the night sky~
it's kind of foolish & waste of time but it does help someway~
how do i obtain peace? anyone ever think of that?
lonely night with PC
well, ytd night out was quite alone! due to some commotions at home~
i slack at a place which used to gave me a comforting feel, i doubt you even knew that, cause i felt is some what comforting, it does bring back some memories at the staircase. well, before going out i did chat with someone interesting. ^^
went back home around 5.30am! waiting for my dad to go out for work~
erm~ woke up having a very bad stomach problem.. may be is due to the cheese fries? idk~ LOL
i don't know about you~ but please don't think too much about it, ytd all i need is someone who used to be closed to me that all, no hidden agenda~ * it seems that the keep a distance is still there, but i guess everything takes time? cause not everyone can go at the same pace. :)*
oh yup! ytd night i chat with someone else & i share with her something about comfort zone. hm~ it seems I'm out of my comfort zone already~ but erm... never mind! LOL
gotta study like mad for this week already, gonna stop gym till i finish this semester. :) cause although my plan works, but my brain ain't~
relationship *friends* with people that understands you are hard to come by~
it does prove my quote " trust is something money can't buy! "
i slack at a place which used to gave me a comforting feel, i doubt you even knew that, cause i felt is some what comforting, it does bring back some memories at the staircase. well, before going out i did chat with someone interesting. ^^
went back home around 5.30am! waiting for my dad to go out for work~
erm~ woke up having a very bad stomach problem.. may be is due to the cheese fries? idk~ LOL
i don't know about you~ but please don't think too much about it, ytd all i need is someone who used to be closed to me that all, no hidden agenda~ * it seems that the keep a distance is still there, but i guess everything takes time? cause not everyone can go at the same pace. :)*
oh yup! ytd night i chat with someone else & i share with her something about comfort zone. hm~ it seems I'm out of my comfort zone already~ but erm... never mind! LOL
gotta study like mad for this week already, gonna stop gym till i finish this semester. :) cause although my plan works, but my brain ain't~
relationship *friends* with people that understands you are hard to come by~
it does prove my quote " trust is something money can't buy! "
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Night life
busy Saturday during the day & busy party during the night, It's Mr Ray birthday~ :)
The celebration took place at boat quay, inside a bar name "The White Bar"
It's all on the house, very interesting & fun place! The music awesome~ it's comparable to clubs, the DJ got skill & style to mix, i guess? LOL
i met a lot of fantastic people around.
even someone whom i just got to know have the same birth date as me~
photos will only be upload in facebook :)
A very interesting discovery, if i got too much alcohol, got high, NOT DRUNK! i tend forget names & i don't like chivas ~
I did dream of you, it really made my day
The celebration took place at boat quay, inside a bar name "The White Bar"
It's all on the house, very interesting & fun place! The music awesome~ it's comparable to clubs, the DJ got skill & style to mix, i guess? LOL
i met a lot of fantastic people around.
even someone whom i just got to know have the same birth date as me~
photos will only be upload in facebook :)
A very interesting discovery, if i got too much alcohol, got high, NOT DRUNK! i tend forget names & i don't like chivas ~
I did dream of you, it really made my day
Friday, August 20, 2010
clear sky
hmm.. have a very frustrated start with all the "WHYS'" in my mind~ but it's not anymore~ because it has been cleared. :)
well, first location the swimming complex, supposedly i'm going to swim to with jeryl. but when i got there, he stop swimming already & thus he wetch a movie at his laptop named "army days" and we watch. :)
not long later i went to gym to do workout till 7.30pm. :)
went home, prepare to go out to meet ben for some drinking session. :)
FYI is cocktails~
but they left early, leave me alone drinking by myself. okay! here's the exciting but yarky part. i was being hint by a Caucasian guy, he sat beside me asked me if i would want anymore drinks? -.-''
i didn't reply, after i finish my drink! i just smiled & say no thanks..
*i'm not gay, though i dress nicely doesn't mean i'm one*
hmm~ here are some pictures to share with you guys :)
there is mint leaf, raspberry, kiwi and others! can't remember how to spell it~
here's the place! :) oh yup! it's at esplanade. :)
well, first location the swimming complex, supposedly i'm going to swim to with jeryl. but when i got there, he stop swimming already & thus he wetch a movie at his laptop named "army days" and we watch. :)
not long later i went to gym to do workout till 7.30pm. :)
went home, prepare to go out to meet ben for some drinking session. :)
FYI is cocktails~
but they left early, leave me alone drinking by myself. okay! here's the exciting but yarky part. i was being hint by a Caucasian guy, he sat beside me asked me if i would want anymore drinks? -.-''
i didn't reply, after i finish my drink! i just smiled & say no thanks..
*i'm not gay, though i dress nicely doesn't mean i'm one*
hmm~ here are some pictures to share with you guys :)
there is mint leaf, raspberry, kiwi and others! can't remember how to spell it~
here's the place! :) oh yup! it's at esplanade. :)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Uneasy day, *why are tears & pain are back*
today i woke up with a smile and super endu to do my workouts... chat with chris about some awesome anime~ and i leave for work!
today i started the day fine, but when i got home! the moment i got online, news feed to me like hell~
All of the sudden, my world of brightness just turn to a night thunderstorm... I HATE THIS FEELING
I don't know what did i do wrong? why are you doing this to me?
*Is it because of the things i posted in blog? or is the music video i sent to you? or is it the sms that i sent to you?*
i didn't do anything at all~
why do you hate me so much?
why must you do this to me~
i don't pest you or anything at all~
*I'm trying to get my world, my life, my rights, my chance, my will to live in the world & in order again.*
that's my only hope i'm holding onto now! i don't understand why must you avoid me till this extend~
must i really disappear from the sight of you than you won't hate me? do you know your that fuck up ex-boyfriends of yours come and disturb me? they called me cause it's either it's because he thinks that, he gotten your heart! and his so confident that he got you in his hands & come and be cocky with me~
what kind of man who dun even dare to own up his BIG fucking NAME~ OH!! i forgot his a boy that's why he don't owns up his big fucking name!
i bet if his reading this post, he must be very happy about what you're doing to me~
all i'm asking for is don't shut me out, i'm just trying to be friend with you, even if! i really mean IF you do wants me back or miss me or whatever, we can still go out as friends, keep in touch, things like that! *though deep inside me! i do wants you back~* BUT NO!!! NOT NOW~ BECAUSE I need & wants to focus about my priorities, my dreams & my life & my crack pot mindset to the correct path, get back to who I USED TO BE & A EVEN BETTER VERSION OF ME! BUT i need time~ the effort I'm putting in right now & I'm seeing progress, i'm working my way through~
most important thing is that i don't wanna lost a special friend like you~ i don't wanna lost someone whom i trust a lot~ I don't wanna lost that hope which give me the drive or a chance to achieve the future i wants~ i don't want to! all i wish is that how we can chat like how we used to chat in the past before we even got together~ that's the only thing i have in mind now~ Is that so difficult to begin with?
today i started the day fine, but when i got home! the moment i got online, news feed to me like hell~
All of the sudden, my world of brightness just turn to a night thunderstorm... I HATE THIS FEELING
I don't know what did i do wrong? why are you doing this to me?
*Is it because of the things i posted in blog? or is the music video i sent to you? or is it the sms that i sent to you?*
i didn't do anything at all~
why do you hate me so much?
why must you do this to me~
i don't pest you or anything at all~
*I'm trying to get my world, my life, my rights, my chance, my will to live in the world & in order again.*
that's my only hope i'm holding onto now! i don't understand why must you avoid me till this extend~
must i really disappear from the sight of you than you won't hate me? do you know your that fuck up ex-boyfriends of yours come and disturb me? they called me cause it's either it's because he thinks that, he gotten your heart! and his so confident that he got you in his hands & come and be cocky with me~
what kind of man who dun even dare to own up his BIG fucking NAME~ OH!! i forgot his a boy that's why he don't owns up his big fucking name!
i bet if his reading this post, he must be very happy about what you're doing to me~
all i'm asking for is don't shut me out, i'm just trying to be friend with you, even if! i really mean IF you do wants me back or miss me or whatever, we can still go out as friends, keep in touch, things like that! *though deep inside me! i do wants you back~* BUT NO!!! NOT NOW~ BECAUSE I need & wants to focus about my priorities, my dreams & my life & my crack pot mindset to the correct path, get back to who I USED TO BE & A EVEN BETTER VERSION OF ME! BUT i need time~ the effort I'm putting in right now & I'm seeing progress, i'm working my way through~
most important thing is that i don't wanna lost a special friend like you~ i don't wanna lost someone whom i trust a lot~ I don't wanna lost that hope which give me the drive or a chance to achieve the future i wants~ i don't want to! all i wish is that how we can chat like how we used to chat in the past before we even got together~ that's the only thing i have in mind now~ Is that so difficult to begin with?
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Uneasy day
urge~ didn't start my day well at all today. suppose to wake up at 7.45am today! but i was having giddiness, which make me feel light headed and spin spin spin, so i continue to sleep, till around 8.45am i got a call again~ YES!!! it's that coward. let me share with u what he says~
Johnson: hello?
fag: A~ you really like y***n alot arh?
Johnson: YA!
fag: you really really like her so much meh?
Johnson: YA!!
Johnson: What's your name arh?
fag: don't need to care who i am, not important~
fag: HAHA! A~ poly got so many girls, why must you still go after y***n?
fag: AIYA~ go after other girls lah~ don't after y***n already~ she got someone she like already.
fag: you really will wait for her the arh?
Johnson: ya~
fag: You won't mind i go after her right?
fag: aiya~ i know what you going to say! you will say: "i don't mind you go after her loh."
fag: A~ how about this lah! you bank transfer me 50bucks, I won't go after Y***n already.
Johnson: ....
Fag: aiya~ i joking with you only lah~ ok lah! i stop disturbing you already, happy waiting..
from this conversation, i still think you're still a coward. and you are such a childish boy! hmmp, i guess, childish boy got a small dick~ oh well!
anyway if you think you can grab her heart now. Think again, i doubt it will last long~ cause you're a jerk to begin with. sooner or later that mask of yours will be uncovered, furthermore! she's not that dumb, she's matured & catch things up easily! so good luck to you~
okay~ after that silly conversation, i went back to bed, but for no reason i have no idea, i just can't sleep well, cause my phone keep ringing? *forgot who sms me or call me again or may be my mum is the one. LOL*
I woke up at 2.30pm, and i chat with some of my friends in msn, facebook & sms. :)
soon after i went to gym to do my workout, oh yes! i decided to buy protein supplements. :) because it will speed up my recover & build muscle mass more efficiently. When i finish my workout, i called sherman to see if he's still in school, so i went to meet him up & ask him about one fpm question. :)
so finally, here i am blogging. :)
yesterday~ i posted that song is meant for you, the lyrics of that song kind of represent who i am now, as in my mindset.
I do miss you too, about tears fall by itself is true..
haha, i still remember there was a time you say this to me. "no wonder we're couples"
Johnson: hello?
fag: A~ you really like y***n alot arh?
Johnson: YA!
fag: you really really like her so much meh?
Johnson: YA!!
Johnson: What's your name arh?
fag: don't need to care who i am, not important~
fag: HAHA! A~ poly got so many girls, why must you still go after y***n?
fag: AIYA~ go after other girls lah~ don't after y***n already~ she got someone she like already.
fag: you really will wait for her the arh?
Johnson: ya~
fag: You won't mind i go after her right?
fag: aiya~ i know what you going to say! you will say: "i don't mind you go after her loh."
fag: A~ how about this lah! you bank transfer me 50bucks, I won't go after Y***n already.
Johnson: ....
Fag: aiya~ i joking with you only lah~ ok lah! i stop disturbing you already, happy waiting..
from this conversation, i still think you're still a coward. and you are such a childish boy! hmmp, i guess, childish boy got a small dick~ oh well!
anyway if you think you can grab her heart now. Think again, i doubt it will last long~ cause you're a jerk to begin with. sooner or later that mask of yours will be uncovered, furthermore! she's not that dumb, she's matured & catch things up easily! so good luck to you~
okay~ after that silly conversation, i went back to bed, but for no reason i have no idea, i just can't sleep well, cause my phone keep ringing? *forgot who sms me or call me again or may be my mum is the one. LOL*
I woke up at 2.30pm, and i chat with some of my friends in msn, facebook & sms. :)
soon after i went to gym to do my workout, oh yes! i decided to buy protein supplements. :) because it will speed up my recover & build muscle mass more efficiently. When i finish my workout, i called sherman to see if he's still in school, so i went to meet him up & ask him about one fpm question. :)
so finally, here i am blogging. :)
yesterday~ i posted that song is meant for you, the lyrics of that song kind of represent who i am now, as in my mindset.
I do miss you too, about tears fall by itself is true..
haha, i still remember there was a time you say this to me. "no wonder we're couples"
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Effort & planning
hey, today i got something good to share with you, as you readers out there, as you can see my effort does pay off. :P Before i started gym since last week till now! I finally hit the 68kg range, from a 71.6 *FYI* Anyway I will keep up the effort and one day i shall obtain my prefect body. *wink* However, i still need to back up on my studies, because it seems that I'm still going at a pace too slow. :(
This 2days, I've not been feeling so well! as in mentally. :(
well, I'm not sure if I'm the guy that you needs or you need some other guy... *I'm still waiting for that password* :x
erm I won't assume or presume stuff, because there isn't any word from you or from any others, though it's always the worst case scenario that will happen to me. *my life kind of sucks*
well, i got a call from one of the BOYFRIENDS! you're childish... *really :) * called my hp, which i don't know where you got my number from? tell me stuff to back me up to get her back. *All this you don't have to teach me.* and what's more, when i keep forcing my way to ask who are you. when you finally give way & you just say that "I'm her ex..." Than i say "oO!! which one might you be? the first or the second?" *should be the first one cause the caller is from a shop & talks like a small gangster* you say this "aiya~ don't need to care if I'm 1st, 2nd, 3rd. I'll be her 4th. here i am calling to you is to tell you to 加油 & 公平竞争." *means back up and fair & square competition.* and after you say this you hang up on me. *FYI:This incident happen on 11March*
i find this, really childish! if you think you can win her heart than go for it. What I'm aim for is not just her heart, I'm aiming for a life that wins it all, in terms of pride, quality, confident, integrity, luxury, future, happiness & long lasting love. I do know you have lots of advantages to meet her & stuff, but think again i won't fail like how you failed before & I'll woo her back don't you worry! But for now i just wanna focus on my priorities & be friends with her, understand her, earn the mutual trust, respect & understanding with her, help her in anyway i can, in term of academics or anything within my time limit & power to do so! that's all :) but be warn, when I'm really confident & prepared I'll be the first guy who will woo her & touch her heart. :)
Monday, August 16, 2010
adventure ride
hey ladies & gentleman, today post will be adventure rides. :)
Well first off, it would be collecting my ITE graduation Certs. it made me had a goose chase for it, as I went to Dover ITE since Bukit Batok been close down. A surprise news tells me that my cert is not here, it's at The new ITE campus which is located at CCK. -.-''
so i took bus ride from dover to BB, from there took bus again to BB MRT station and to CCk, lastly take LRT to that place. :) *it looks like another simei ITE*
well, after gotten my cert, i rushed back to school and went to see miss tan regrading about my SP4, *bad grades*. Soon after went for allen liew lesson and showed him how's my progress and the day ended. lastly i went to have a pool game with sherman till 8pm.
so here i am, blogging about my journey. blah blah blah~
deep inside me, i cannot deny that I need you too~
Well first off, it would be collecting my ITE graduation Certs. it made me had a goose chase for it, as I went to Dover ITE since Bukit Batok been close down. A surprise news tells me that my cert is not here, it's at The new ITE campus which is located at CCK. -.-''
so i took bus ride from dover to BB, from there took bus again to BB MRT station and to CCk, lastly take LRT to that place. :) *it looks like another simei ITE*
well, after gotten my cert, i rushed back to school and went to see miss tan regrading about my SP4, *bad grades*. Soon after went for allen liew lesson and showed him how's my progress and the day ended. lastly i went to have a pool game with sherman till 8pm.
so here i am, blogging about my journey. blah blah blah~
deep inside me, i cannot deny that I need you too~
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Hungry Ghost Festival
YO! :)
Today went to the temple to pray & visit my grandfather, nothing much really. However, here's the interesting part for the day, while on the way home, there was this car that drives very slow and cut into my dad's line. As usual, he says somethings not to mention, than he later say this "walian~ look at that T cross so BIG!" i was like huh? than when i see it, i was kind of ROFL..
My mother says it's the 7th month, scared ghost can't see it. so it's ok!
*I'm sorry if i offense anybody"
well, I've been blog hopping for quite sometime & it seems to me that everyone will post something about this special month, so here's my encounter as well. :)
hmm~ from my point of view, Singaporean is really "kiasu". News~ -.-''
I really need to go back to golf to get back that patience level.
Today went to the temple to pray & visit my grandfather, nothing much really. However, here's the interesting part for the day, while on the way home, there was this car that drives very slow and cut into my dad's line. As usual, he says somethings not to mention, than he later say this "walian~ look at that T cross so BIG!" i was like huh? than when i see it, i was kind of ROFL..
My mother says it's the 7th month, scared ghost can't see it. so it's ok!
*I'm sorry if i offense anybody"
well, I've been blog hopping for quite sometime & it seems to me that everyone will post something about this special month, so here's my encounter as well. :)
hmm~ from my point of view, Singaporean is really "kiasu". News~ -.-''
I really need to go back to golf to get back that patience level.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Peaceful saturday
YO!!!! it's a Saturday and here i am blogging *writing my dairy* :)
I woke up at around 1.30pm, didn't visit the gym in the morning just to rest my body. Although I'm home today, but i still did a little bit of revision like for half an hour? :S while the rest of the time busy planning with work.
Guess what? today i receive a very surprise sms from someone. :) It made my day and time seems to travels quick, before i even notice it, it's already 10pm. :)
Opps! i forgot to mention that i did some work out at home and running to lose some extra fats.
After a hot bath, "SOMEONE" send me this song 梁文音 - 我不是你想像那么勇敢.*cause she's complaining why did i mention her name* erm.. Not that bad & i appreciate it, thanks :)
Though i have some "side" feelings about it, but it didn't bother me as i know what i wants.
well, guess that's all for today. :)
I woke up at around 1.30pm, didn't visit the gym in the morning just to rest my body. Although I'm home today, but i still did a little bit of revision like for half an hour? :S while the rest of the time busy planning with work.
Guess what? today i receive a very surprise sms from someone. :) It made my day and time seems to travels quick, before i even notice it, it's already 10pm. :)
Opps! i forgot to mention that i did some work out at home and running to lose some extra fats.
After a hot bath, "SOMEONE" send me this song 梁文音 - 我不是你想像那么勇敢.*cause she's complaining why did i mention her name* erm.. Not that bad & i appreciate it, thanks :)
Though i have some "side" feelings about it, but it didn't bother me as i know what i wants.
well, guess that's all for today. :)
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday the 13th
YO! =3 erm~ I started the day late today, as i felt muscle aches from all over my body. :(
Hai~ Guess i need to do something about my time management to get more rest *sleep* or else i won't be able to keep up the healthy spirit to train more.. *improve more*
Anyway school is as usual, first i had lunch with jeryl, both of us had nasi brani with mutton curry. :) Soon after, i went to see allen liew, let him see my progress on the work i've done. :) I'm surprise that he release us early today. Gym is as usual today except that i started early from 4.30, ended at 6.40pm.
Here's the bad news, Friday the 13th really live up it's reputation, miss tan from sp4, miss called me twice, sherman once. so i called back to sherman since it's already passed 6pm. Sherman says miss tan is looking for me, wants to talk to me about my sp4, call her back on Monday. bad news :( *i hope that i won't fail*
Went home had dinner and i went to meet up with my business partners. shared with me some good news though. *balance my mood*
Now here i am.. typing typing typing =3
Hai~ Guess i need to do something about my time management to get more rest *sleep* or else i won't be able to keep up the healthy spirit to train more.. *improve more*
Anyway school is as usual, first i had lunch with jeryl, both of us had nasi brani with mutton curry. :) Soon after, i went to see allen liew, let him see my progress on the work i've done. :) I'm surprise that he release us early today. Gym is as usual today except that i started early from 4.30, ended at 6.40pm.
Here's the bad news, Friday the 13th really live up it's reputation, miss tan from sp4, miss called me twice, sherman once. so i called back to sherman since it's already passed 6pm. Sherman says miss tan is looking for me, wants to talk to me about my sp4, call her back on Monday. bad news :( *i hope that i won't fail*
Went home had dinner and i went to meet up with my business partners. shared with me some good news though. *balance my mood*
Now here i am.. typing typing typing =3
