it's a lonely path

life have been quite a struggle for me, at the same time i am filled with excitement.

it's may be a tears of joy for me and it may be for you too, people come and go in your life, sadly to say it's kind of true.

here's something i learn and found not long ago.
"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. -Margaret Lee Runbeck"

so far, this kind of friends, i wonder do i have any of them?
pictures and happy moments are truly memorable. but what's the sad part about it is that, though with such happy moments, you can't contact that person due to one very sad event. This world is a very negative environment, so can't blame the faults onto anyone.

hope is an illusion, miracles are unrealistic.
goals & determination is the only thing you can depend on yourself with.
but what makes it frustrating is that, I'm racing against with everyone, racing against with time.

seems to me that the song that i composed, "Just a dream" really suits me.
success is the stepping stone i only every wants now, to move on to the next step....
is it too far fetch for me? it's true that man are not good thinkers.