living with LONE

the most scary part of life is not about the outside world, but it's the loneliness that fills that empty heart of yours.

Have you ever wonder why at times you can't sleep at night?
At times you wish that time will travel faster but it just ain't gonna cut it.
At times you wish some clown or anyone else just pop out of no where, just to make you smile?

haha, that's the kind of feeling I'm having this past 2days of my life~

it's true that getting a busy life is the remedy cure for it, but there are times, when the moment you got back home, inside that lonely room of yours~ you just can't get to sleep? it feels as if something is missing. something empty.

haha, i tried study like mad to divert that mindset out of me~ but it's kind of funny how human body work by itself~

tears just roll down while you're doing your work! *the moment i realize tears are falling, i just laugh & go out of my house, *to catch some fresh air* to a nearby basketball court & enjoy the night sky~

it's kind of foolish & waste of time but it does help someway~

how do i obtain peace? anyone ever think of that?