changes COUNTS

There is this song, i composed the lyres a few days after, since that night~
this song, i wish I'll never give you in person :')
thanks my friend who help me sang this song! it's great & i think i can't be better~ LOL
if i do give you in person~ means i know you're gone forever! LOL

hmm~ HMT is just 2days away! but this few days lots have happen to me, dad went hospital, my dog fall ill again -.-'' and my headache have turn worst & craving for junk food every night.... *FML*

trying to get as busy as possible, cause or else my mind thinks otherwise....
erm~ well, I hate school & exams -.-
cause it's a waste of time, but no choice! what i started since it's half way already! might as well complete it...

hai~ why am i procrastinating about things man~ i should be like the Nike's motto! JUST DO IT!

lets just say that, I've been a crazy man this few days! kind of dislike myself! i feel dirty~ may be cause i expose myself to girls this few days ba! well, cause that's is what i call stepping out of comfort zone~

erm~ don't think so much arh! i'm still pure~ LOL
just that socialist to know more people. nothing else~ LOL

sometimes i wonder, if someone will ever beat my heart again~ what should i do man? :/
haha, well! the calculation of possibility is like at most 12% to get my heart beat again~

First time for everything

Friday night went to rebel with my friends. as i wanna distress about something else. :/

well, interesting things happen over there LOL~ i was dancing at a location for quite sometime already, and there was this idiot that stands besides me and kept on pushing me away~ LOL

i can't stand his attitude & for your information he uses his head to grind against a girl's butt & the girl feels really uncomfortable & thus i did something crazy for the first time~ LOL

i danced like a fucking gay~ i went to grind, bang & push that guy's back real hard~
*trying to push him away* but his fucking fat & heavy~ and than later on he still don't wanna give way~ than i no choice, i went up to that girl trying to dance with her awhile but there is no space than instead i just say to her, sorry i have to come up here, cause of an asshole. she says it's okay~ :) and YA!! his an idiot & real stupid. than i say "ya" LOL

OH YA!! i spine my ankle by accident :/
*i dance kind of like *you* but a male version~*

than later on, for the first time! i ask that girl for her number~ LOL!
i never ask number from girls before, not say don't have arh~ but as in girls i don't know. this will be the 2nd time~ BUT she's the first time in club! LOL

she does surprise me quite a few things, like she just graduate from SAJC & tomorrow she's going for her first day of uni in NTU. and her favorite quote is "rubbish"

she says SAJC is famous for going to clubs -.-''

erm~ interesting girl i would say! LOL~

lots of my friends says to me "whatever happens in club, stays in club"
i wonder if that's true? o.O LOL

nice knowing you, Wendy Ong :p

Wealthy, Health, Exams & Enjoyment

Didn't felt so well for maths yesterday~ got a fever & dizziness. :/
had plenty of rest, things & medication~

haha, in the evening met out with Jocelyn to have dinner together with Paul. erm~ bare with me, cause i know that my sentence structure will be very bad for this blog post. :S

oh yes! before dinner, we went to OC to check things out! :) after that, Jocelyn & i went to watch a movie Step up 3D. it's a totally awesome & fantastic movie~ my first experience watching a 3D movie as well. FYI : she's very tall, i have to sit up straight at all times or else i'll be very short~

BE WARN: WATCHING THIS MOVIE WILL MAKE YOU WANNA GO CLUBBING! CAUSE THE MUSIC ROCKS THE ENTIRE MOVIE THEATER.

HAHA, well! i find Jocelyn looks like lady gaga when she wear the 3D glasses! because of her bangs & her hand posture holding the glasses.

after the movie, we join Paul to have some drinks & games at the white bar again~
everything ended at 2am, but we had supper after it.

well, living wealthy is important to live a healthy life as well, or else will be like me, sick for exams. LOL




After that movie, in some way i miss you~ ALOT!! somehow that character in the movie resembles you. miss how you taught me in dance & other things ba! haha~
Jocelyn even told me to sms you, but i says No. LOL

It's been cleared

somehow i feel lighter after about what happen and everything, may be because i'm clear about how you feel about me? well, that is not a question or anything that's disturbing me anymore~ cause I'm clear about it already~

we really do need the space and time off between the both of us! :) everything is just too hot between us~ :)
so yup, if there's such thing calls fate~ than just go with the flow will do ^^

OMG~ i hate maths, suddenly i felt so stupid! it's like i only got 10% of confidence & knowledge about maths :/
I'M A GONER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm~ studies, business, socializing & self improvement is the things i wanna focus on~ :)